Title: Pain and Suffering
Pairing: Ohmiya
Rating: PG
Genre: Angst, and a little bit of fluff(?)
Disclaimer: Never own them, and probably never will....probably!
Summary: Nino was suffering and stubbornly refused to listen to what Ohno wanted to say.
Notes: This fic somehow end up being weird and probably make no sense at all! You've been warned! It annoyed me till I can't focus on my studies....T_T but I wrote it down nevertheless. Enjoy?!
“It hurts…” Nino grunted in his pillow.
When the first ray of light made its way into Nino’s bedroom, it brought along a promising feeling that today would be one lovely day, filled with joy and happiness that life could offer.
However, Nino felt anything but. He writhed in pain, it was too painful that Nino felt like dead could be an only option to make the pain to go away.
Outside of the window, the world began to move and life had started to take it first pace of the day. Nino hissed and pressed his face into his pillow, trying to block the sunrise out of his eyes. He took a deep breath, inhaling Ohno’s scent that lingered on his pillow. It was calming, Nino thought. He wondered how that older man could manage to make him felt calm even when he’s not around.
The birds started to chirped, there were sounds of cars passing by, and there also a man yelling in the street; the world had started to get busy. And it annoyed Nino to no ends. He cursed silently to himself and pulled his blanket to cover his head.
It hurts. Everything hurts. And he hated it.
How long had it been since Nino trapped himself inside the covers, it probably been an hour or two, but to Nino, it felt like it had been forever. Nino bit his lower lip. Why did he have to suffer like this? He curled under his covers, wishing that the pain would just fucking leave him alone. He bit his lower lip again, trying so hard not to let any tears slip from his eyes. He needed to be strong.
“Stupid bastard!”
Seconds after his cursing, his phone rang, breaking into the silence that Nino had gotten used to. Nino cursed again, knowing full well who the person on the other line was. Ignoring the call, Nino pulled himself deeper into the covers, as if that even possible. He refused to speak to him, he didn’t even want to hear his soothing voice, and he definitely would never fall for his sweet words, ever. He needed to be strong.
Inside his room, Ohno closed his phone before he let out a heavy sigh. He rubbed his temple, trying to ease down the tension that started to build in his mind. Nino is too stubborn, he didn’t even want to answer his call, let alone replying the thousand messages that he had send to the younger man. Ohno looked at his phone and clenched it.
“Don’t do this Nino….” he muttered.
Nino plan to bury himself inside the covers forever. He thought that by doing that the covers might devour him bit by bit, he didn’t care, as long as the pain would go away. He lost himself inside the warmth of the covers, completely oblivious to the presence of a man that standing outside of his apartment.
“It hurts…damn it!” Nino cursed again, clenching the covers around him.
Outside of the house, Ohno stood motionless. It’s been a whole 10 minutes since he reached there. His long artistic fingers curled into a fist. This is it, he thought. He will make Nino listen, he will make Nino hear him, and hell he will make Nino see his reason! He would use force if he has to.
Using the key that Nino had gave him for their first anniversary, Ohno put the key into the hole and unlocked the door. When he opened it, he was greeted by an empty silence, the apartment was cold, as if no one had been living there for a long time. Ignoring the roaring silence, Ohno tentatively toed his shoes off before heading towards Nino’s bedroom.
Ohno stood in front of Nino’s bedroom for a moment, reminding himself what he needed to do once he entered the room. His hand settled on the door knob for a good two seconds before he turned the door knob and pushed the door slowly.
The first thing Ohno noticed when he entered the room was a big lump on Nino’s bed. At this sight, Ohno’s heart felt heavy. Yes, Nino can be very persistent and stubborn sometimes. But it was his fault in the first place, not Ohno. If only Nino could spend just a moment to hear what Ohno wanted to say, then none of this would have happened. He just wouldn’t listen!
However, looking at Nino hurting like this made all of his resolution flew out of the window. Letting out a sigh, Ohno walked to him in small steps, afraid that his presence might startle the younger man. Nevertheless, as much as he didn’t want to disturb Nino, he couldn’t fight the urge to snatch the suffocating covers off the younger man and pull him into his arms, embracing him. He would kiss Nino everywhere, he will try his best to kiss the pain away, far away from Nino.
But instead, Ohno sat on the side of the bed, stroking the covers that hid Nino’s head. He could see that Nino stirred inside the covers before popping out his head from it. Realizing that Ohno was only just a heartbeat away, Nino pulled the covers up to hide his face. The only part of Nino that was visible to Ohno was his brilliant brown eyes.
Ohno patted Nino’s head lovingly before he moved his long finger into Nino’s soft hair, threading through them easily. Nino instinctively closed his eyes, the gesture made him felt content and peaceful. He loved this kind of feeling, he would purr if he could. But when Ohno’s hand suddenly stopped moving, Nino eyes fluttered open, looking at the concern-gaze above him.
They stared at each other for a moment before Ohno the first one to speak.
“It hurts.” It wasn’t a question though, more like stating a fact. Nino mumbled something before he averted his eyes from Ohno’s. He pointedly looked at the white wall behind Ohno, refused to look at him.
There was only silence between them then. Nino still had his eyes fix on the wall, but the way Ohno just staring at him and also the silence were unbearable. So he took refuge in the warmth of his covers but was stopped shortly by Ohno’s gentle grasp. Ohno tried to detach Nino from the damn covers but Nino refused to budge, gripping on the covers much harder than necessary.
In the end, Ohno gave up and released the covers. He still had his gaze on Nino who was now giving Ohno the “Hah~ I win!” look. Satisfied that he had won their little battle, Nino continued his mission to bury himself inside the covers, again.
Ohno didn’t give up. Putting his hand on the ‘lump’, he began to form words in his mind, the right words that can penetrate the stubborn young man. Which he failed to do, Ohno never good with words anyway.
“Nino…please…come out….”
Silent.
“Please…listen to me….”
Silent.
“Nino…”
Silent.
“Please…don’t torture yourself like this…”
Hearing this, Nino abruptly sat up, leaving his safety zone. His knuckles were turning white, and his face showing all of his anger. “What do you mean by that?!” he snarled, giving Ohno a poisonous glare.
“What do you mean?? You think I like to torture myself?? You think I enjoy this kind of suffering?? This pain, you think I want it??” he shouted, finally he got the chance to take out his bottled up rage and frustration, but sadly the one who received Nino’s end of fury was the innocent Ohno.
“You would never understand Oh-chan!! NEVER!!”
“And don’t” Nino continued when he saw Ohno opened his mouth to say something, “bother to explain…I already know what you’re going to say!! ”
Having his rage released, Nino’s chest was now heaving with each small pant. He detached his glare from Ohno and look away. When his breathing started to even, Nino peered to his side, trying to catch a glimpse of Ohno, but he was taken off guard at the sight of the older man. Ohno had his head lowered, eyes pointedly look at his lap. He looked…….hurt?!
All of sudden, Nino’s anger dissolved into thin air. Instead, it was replaced by guilt. Looking at Ohno’s devastated figure made Nino’s heart tighten painfully in his chest. Trying to swallow the lump in his throat, he nervously opened his mouth to the sad figure sitting next to him.
“Wh-what??” Nino spluttered, his voice tinged with annoyance, unintentionally. Ohno didn’t say anything for a while, which only caused Nino to become more nervous.
“I thought…” Ohno breathed at last. “I thought you would understand….”
“Eh?!”
Ohno raised his head, slowly. Instantly, Nino saw the expression that Ohno carried. It was full of sorrow and pain, and it made Nino cringed at this sight. What made the older man in this state? Nino frowned, is it something he said? Nino never tried to neither hide his brattiness nor cover his bitchy remarks when he was with Ohno and Ohno would always smiled lovingly at him or laughed at the bratty Nino. Today was not like those days.
“All these years,” Ohno said softly. “I thought you would know by now Nino…”
Nino couldn’t take this, he felt uneasy. The vagueness of the situation was starting to drive him crazy. And before he even realizes it, Ohno had straddled him, sitting on his laps and brushing his cheek solemnly. This, of course caught Nino by surprised. The situation had turned unexpectedly that Nino couldn’t expect what more will come from the older man.
Having Ohno so close to him like this really bothered him. The lack of space between them always made goosebumps rise up on every inch of his skin, and he hated it. He hated how his blood would boil so much and felt like he was going to burst from the pressure. He also hated the heat of Ohno’s breath that was just inches away from his own face. He hated these kinds of sensations that always manage to create a complete chaos in his body.
And he also hated the bubbling feeling in his chest.
After a moment, Nino finally found the strength to open his mouth, trying desperately to form words but all that came out was just “Oh-chan….” It was barely above a whisper as he felt Ohno’s face very, very close to his. It was unbearable. It was a torture.
“Don’t you love me Nino?” Ohno asked, still caressing his cheek. Nino frowned, what a stupid question it was, he thought. The older man should have known by now for crying out loud, they have been together for three years! Breaking Nino out from his trance, Ohno repeated the same question, his hand now slowly treading through the hair behind Nino’s ear.
“Of course I love you…but what this-” Nino couldn’t finish his sentence when Ohno suddenly leaned forward, placing his lips on Nino’s. The kiss was slow and sweet, just like millions of kisses that they had shared for the past years, and Nino never grow tired or bored with it. Absolutely never, ever!
Ohno pulled away from the need of air, and Nino reluctantly did the same. Nino felt like he was in heaven when suddenly the pain that he had suffered for the past few weeks pounding him back to the reality, as if trying to remind him that he supposed to be angry with Ohno.
But, he ignored it.
“And I love you more Kazunari…” At this, Nino flushed a crimson shade of red. He kept his silent, mentally kicking himself for being a complete school girl in love.
“I’m your boyfriend right?!” Nino just nodded, shuddering at the feeling of Ohno’s breath tickling his skin as he whispered into his ear.
“That means,” Ohno said, bringing his face over Nino’s, holding his face in place with a hand cradling his chin. “your pain is my pain Nino.” Ohno’s face was calm, but from Ohno’s eyes Nino could tell that he was serious, deadly serious.
Nino bit his lip, remembering what he had just said. “You would never understand Oh-chan!! NEVER!!”
“Maybe you’re right Nino, that I would never understand what you’re going through right now…but it pains me to see you like this and can do nothing to ease that pain.” Ohno continued caressing Nino’s cheek lovingly. “Let me help you Nino…please…” Ohno said, purposely whispering the word please into his ear, enticing him.
Nino closed his eyes, shuddering for the second time that day, he just can’t simply refuse to this, well whatever this is! So he didn’t. His mind was now full with only pleasures and needs. He just can’t refuse Ohno. So he nodded, still had his eyes closed. He could feel Ohno’s hand gently touch the front of his thin t-shirt. The slightest gesture from Ohno had made Nino’s head filled with the thoughts of the things that he was going to let Ohno do to him.
But then he felt Ohno’s heat leaving him. Well, not completely. He still felt Ohno’s weight on him, so he opened his eyes only to find Ohno smiling goofily at him. “Let’s go!” he said, a little bit too excited.
“Wh-what??” Nino spluttered. “Where??”
“To see the dentist of course!”
“B-but, I thought you’re going to fuck me??”
“Yes, I’ll be happy to do that.” Ohno said smoothly. “But only after you have your tooth removes.”
Nino was completely shocked by this sudden changed of event. He really didn’t see this one coming. He should have known that Ohno would do anything to take him to see the dentist. Anything!
And he fell for it. Completely and utterly fell for it.
“You-you tricked me!” Nino exclaimed after he recovered from the shock. “I don’t want to see that evil dentist!”
Nino hates the dentist. No specific dentist but any dentist in the world. He believes that they like to inflict severe pain on people for reasons of their own. They are ridiculously demented! So based on that beliefs, Nino visit them as little as possible. However, this was also the same reason for his toothache in the first place.
Ohno’s face softened, he brought himself forward and rested his hand on Nino’s throbbing cheek, “You know that I do this for your own good right…” he then leaned forward, kissing Nino’s pout away. “I don’t want to see you in pain anymore…”
Nino let out a heavy sigh as they sat in the dentist’s waiting room. He tilted his head to the side, sullenly looking at his boyfriend who was reading an article from one of the fishing magazines. “This guy will pay, oh yes he will!” Nino thought, giving a murderous glare to the oblivious Ohno.
“Ninomiya Kazunari?” Nino’s head snapped upward, looking at the young receptionist. “Please come in.” she said while holding the door open for him. He let out another sigh and got up. Before he entered the room, Nino turned around to look at Ohno, giving him one last time puppy dog eyes, pleading. Probably the message didn’t reach Ohno, because he just nodded and smiled encouragingly before giving Nino a thumb up.
Nino's pleaded went unnoticed. He turned to the receptionist and let her led him into the room and had him sat on the ‘scary-looking’ chair that he hates so much. She adjusted the chair and then clipped a napkin around Nino’s neck.
He looked around the room, thinking how evil this dentist will be. “He better fucking fix this tooth, so I could fuck Oh-” Nino thought was cut short by a cheerful voice.
“Hello there!” the dentist smiled at him which Nino returned with a rather sour one. “So, Ninomiya-san…what brings you here?” the dentist looked at Nino briefly before looking over his chart.
“I have a fucking toothache, idiot! Why in the hell you think I am here for??” Nino thought grimly but he only settled for, “This hurts like hell doc.” and pointed his right cheek.
Before he knew it, the dentist had his entire hands in his mouth with some mirrored tool and a hook thingy, poking around his mouth.
“Hmm… it seems that you have a nasty cavity here Ninomiya-san.” he said while rummaging around on his tray and grabbed up a pair of scary-looking shiny silvers tool.
Nino gulped.
“Don’t worry, this won’t hurt a bit.”
But Nino knew that the dentist was lying when he said that. Every doctor always lied when it comes to inflict pain to others. Damn them!
Nino gripped the sides of the chair a little bit too hard, bracing himself for the pain that will come soon. The dentist tugged the raging tooth and started to pull and pull it while Nino squirming all over the place. The pain was excruciating to Nino but the urge to get up and bite the dentist’s head off was overwhelming the pain that Nino had to endure.
Nino gave the dentist a look that could definitely kill an entire population of Tokyo, if it were a bomb. But, the dentist was too focused on his work to realize the death glare from Nino.
After the long torture, the dentist finally freed Nino from the painful suffering. After the cleaning, the dentist gave him some prescriptions and told him to put some ice on his face when he reached home.
“So how did the dentist’s go? Wasn’t he nice?” Ohno asked while rubbing comforting circles on Nino’s back. Nino kept his silence, he couldn’t think clearly due to the throbbing and pounding over one spot in his mouth. He felt like a marching band at their loudest, having a parade in his mouth.
He concluded that all dentists in this world were indeed evil. Rubbing the side of his face, Nino remembered the triumph look on that dentist face when he pulled out his tooth. He know that he did that on purpose; causing him pain, so he could sleep at night feeling completely satisfied that someone in the world he had came in contact with was in misery.
Nino looked at Ohno who had a goofy smile on his face. As Ohno intertwined their fingers, walking together hand in hand, Nino determined to make Ohno the one who pay for his suffering. Nino tightened his grip on Ohno's hand, vowing to himself that Ohno will definitely pay him back ten times for this!!
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I'm sorry for how it turned out. It's weird, I know...Thank you for spending your time reading this! *showers you with Nino's magic cards* XDD