Sacrificial Questions
Why do they always have to pop up? I really hate them. I mean REALLY HATE sacrificial questions. With a PASSION. I can't choose who I love more and not hurt someone!
I've had roughly five hours of sleep and maybe an hour of 'rest'. Mark came in the bedroom after his early morning work shift at Best Buy and he didn't mean to wake me up, but he did cause I am such a friggin light sleeper. I mean really, really light. (Which reminds me, I should have woken up when the spider bit me back at John's house.. maybe I did and don't remember?)
So anyway, a few days ago we had left my snake at my parents' during an apartment maintenance walk-through and Mark had said earlier that after we moved in the new apartment, I could have my dog over for a visit. We have yet to figure out how to walk him without letting anyone see him. But hey, I know that there other animals in the apartment, I saw a cat let out on the balcony of one of the other loft apartments next to us. Heehee. So I know those people most likely wouldn't spill any beans about us unless they want their cat gotten rid of too.
When Mark woke me up, I asked him if we could go get my 'babies' today and he replied with a "Aren't I your baby?" and I'm all half-asleep and stuff here.. so I thought he was kidding. Apparently not. He threw the whole "If your dog and I were about to be killed and you could only save one of us... "
As I said before, I HATE SACRIFICIAL QUESTIONS!! I am and always will be more partial to animals. That's just the way I am. I love animals more than any human on this god-damn friggin Earth! And Mark had to go all ego on me and say "Well you should love your husband more than your dog!" And I jabbed back at him "Who says you're gonna be my husband?" He's still thinks we're engaged. I don't really know anymore. I think I just wanna call the damn engagement off and then pick it up later when I feel more confident about myself and Mark.
How, how, how am I supposed to explain my love of animals? They were here first! Humans are the plague! We're parasitic creatures eating away the land! I will never, strike me down with a lightning bolt if I ever do, love a human over an animal. I just can't do it! I don't even love myself over my animals and the animals of Earth. I care too much about the lifesake of animals. They have it so hard and we're not helping much. Humans can all go jump off a cliff for all I care. Just leave me! I'll take care of the animals! I'll be a better Eve than Eve never was!
God damn you Eve. Why? Why sacrifice all that you had for the man you loved? Why did you give up all your freedom? Why did you continue living with a man that told on you? Why did you choose to die a she-devil? Everyone hates you. You are the reason we women have it harder than men. We are cursed! We are damned! We are... the 'woe of men'.
We are women.
And I am having my period if you didn't notice. >_
I've had roughly five hours of sleep and maybe an hour of 'rest'. Mark came in the bedroom after his early morning work shift at Best Buy and he didn't mean to wake me up, but he did cause I am such a friggin light sleeper. I mean really, really light. (Which reminds me, I should have woken up when the spider bit me back at John's house.. maybe I did and don't remember?)
So anyway, a few days ago we had left my snake at my parents' during an apartment maintenance walk-through and Mark had said earlier that after we moved in the new apartment, I could have my dog over for a visit. We have yet to figure out how to walk him without letting anyone see him. But hey, I know that there other animals in the apartment, I saw a cat let out on the balcony of one of the other loft apartments next to us. Heehee. So I know those people most likely wouldn't spill any beans about us unless they want their cat gotten rid of too.
When Mark woke me up, I asked him if we could go get my 'babies' today and he replied with a "Aren't I your baby?" and I'm all half-asleep and stuff here.. so I thought he was kidding. Apparently not. He threw the whole "If your dog and I were about to be killed and you could only save one of us... "
As I said before, I HATE SACRIFICIAL QUESTIONS!! I am and always will be more partial to animals. That's just the way I am. I love animals more than any human on this god-damn friggin Earth! And Mark had to go all ego on me and say "Well you should love your husband more than your dog!" And I jabbed back at him "Who says you're gonna be my husband?" He's still thinks we're engaged. I don't really know anymore. I think I just wanna call the damn engagement off and then pick it up later when I feel more confident about myself and Mark.
How, how, how am I supposed to explain my love of animals? They were here first! Humans are the plague! We're parasitic creatures eating away the land! I will never, strike me down with a lightning bolt if I ever do, love a human over an animal. I just can't do it! I don't even love myself over my animals and the animals of Earth. I care too much about the lifesake of animals. They have it so hard and we're not helping much. Humans can all go jump off a cliff for all I care. Just leave me! I'll take care of the animals! I'll be a better Eve than Eve never was!
God damn you Eve. Why? Why sacrifice all that you had for the man you loved? Why did you give up all your freedom? Why did you continue living with a man that told on you? Why did you choose to die a she-devil? Everyone hates you. You are the reason we women have it harder than men. We are cursed! We are damned! We are... the 'woe of men'.
We are women.
And I am having my period if you didn't notice. >_