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today was a big day. first i got a $250 ticket for disobeying a traffic signal by walking when there was a don't walk sign on my way to school. thankfully, i get to take a class instead of paying the ticket. BUT take that as a lesson: don't jaywalk in portland any time soon. then at school we just had a big assembly telling us everythign that was going to happen in the next 2 weeks with graduation and stuff. my last day of school is friday, and graduation is the next saturday. and i'm going to THE BEACH this weekend!!! i'm so so so so excited. i think it will be really good for me to get away. speaking of getting away, i've realized that i cannot wait for camp at all. it's sad, but everything here makes me really depressed and reminds me that i had an awesome last 2 years of high school (up until like a month ago) and i won't get that feeling back and so i just need to move on. i need to get out, meet new people. everyone around me reminds me of miles and everything i do reminds me of miles. so there could not be a better time for me to go go go go go go go go go and forget. THANK GOD. and then boston of course. i'm not ready for that YET, but i will be when the time comes. i'm still scared about that. but it's okay. anyways, i got home and my graduation shoes had come! it sounds stupid, but now that that happened i feel like graduation is ACTUALLY coming. hah.
LIFE IS HAPPENING.
LIFE IS HAPPENING.