*sniffle*
I need to get out of this house, and run far far away. I'm allergic to something here. It's making me miserable.
So I decide to fresh start my livejournal.
As fabulous as it feels to have deactivated my facebook, I'm feeling out of the loop now. Sadness. I'm also fighting the urge to start stalking random blog-a-majigs. Or to start my own. Yeah thats a terrible Idea. Although now that I think about it, thats pretty much what I'm doing now, except I feel that no one in their right mind would read this.
I should be crafting. I really should but I haven't had the motivation to make anything at all. Depression, maybe. Problem is now I'm depressed cause I'm so damn bored. I haven't made anything since....
And that was quite some time ago. Couple of weeks maybe. Ouch. I did get sucked into digital painting stuff.
I just wish I could say I was getting better....but I'm not...just decent.
My other wish...to get out of this terrible phunk. Maybe its the drugs, or the lack there of even.
I think I'll do some stenciling tonight, I was thinking about starting a hoodie project but...I don't have much fabric left, I have a bedsheet a table cloth and a thermal to work with....Fuck, lotsa notions, but not much otherwise. Payday is soon, but I don't know how much I'll be able to sacrifice towards my hobbies this week. Devin and I are both screwed as far as money and his truck is in dire need of new brakes, but I guess it won't be this week or the next.
Also the Sandwich fair is this weekend into next week, planning on going but I don't know what the success rate will be.
So I decide to fresh start my livejournal.
As fabulous as it feels to have deactivated my facebook, I'm feeling out of the loop now. Sadness. I'm also fighting the urge to start stalking random blog-a-majigs. Or to start my own. Yeah thats a terrible Idea. Although now that I think about it, thats pretty much what I'm doing now, except I feel that no one in their right mind would read this.
I should be crafting. I really should but I haven't had the motivation to make anything at all. Depression, maybe. Problem is now I'm depressed cause I'm so damn bored. I haven't made anything since....
And that was quite some time ago. Couple of weeks maybe. Ouch. I did get sucked into digital painting stuff.
I just wish I could say I was getting better....but I'm not...just decent.
My other wish...to get out of this terrible phunk. Maybe its the drugs, or the lack there of even.
I think I'll do some stenciling tonight, I was thinking about starting a hoodie project but...I don't have much fabric left, I have a bedsheet a table cloth and a thermal to work with....Fuck, lotsa notions, but not much otherwise. Payday is soon, but I don't know how much I'll be able to sacrifice towards my hobbies this week. Devin and I are both screwed as far as money and his truck is in dire need of new brakes, but I guess it won't be this week or the next.
Also the Sandwich fair is this weekend into next week, planning on going but I don't know what the success rate will be.