Homecoming
This should be a great time right now, and yeah it's fun, but it doesn't feel any different than any other day really. I feel SO out of everything this year. I wasn't in any clubs so I didn't build any floats and dress up and walk in the parade. I didn't even get to go to the parade because I was working at that stupid job that I HATE!!!! Then tonight is the homecoming game, the homecoming game of MY SENIOR YEAR.. and I'm friggin working again!!!!! I swear it's sooooo frustrating!!!! I actually broke down in tears last night before I went to sleep because I feel like I've missed this year, I have so much to do and no motivation to do it because it doesn't feel like time is giong anywhere and at the same time I see it FLYING by!!! So yeah... enough griping... I llike Scott and I keep trying to convince him to go to homecoming but he's still uber doubtful and I really hope he comes. I want to slow dance with him, I'll admit it, at this point (even though I sound rude or whatever I don't care) it seems like him and Jennifer aren't even going out, he didn't ask her to homecomign and she's going with someone else, so... yeah! anyways... it's really cold in my house, my dogs are psychotic and nothing goes right when you want it to, so im just going to quit wanting. ~Jade