Kinda down
Ok here goes.
Lately I have been kind of down, because of a variety of reasons. For the most part though it boils down to one thing: Friends distancing themselves from me. One of my best friends from HS and I recently had a bad falling out and we have not talked in weeks. Then I realized we really aren't friends anymore. She has her life in Savannah and I have my life here in Statesboro. I have made numerous attempts to stay in touch but she would not once return my calls so I simply gave up.
Now I worry about history repeating itself with some of my other friends. I really love all my friends, but it feels like I may have inadvertently upset or offended some of them somehow. I don't know how to feel about this situation. I just feel lost for the first time in a long while. I know people have lives, jobs, and school etc...I know all of those things take priority. I guess I am just paranoid because of my ex-best friend from hs. It really has shaken my confidence in myself as a friend.
I just wonder how I could change things for the better sometimes.
Lately I have been kind of down, because of a variety of reasons. For the most part though it boils down to one thing: Friends distancing themselves from me. One of my best friends from HS and I recently had a bad falling out and we have not talked in weeks. Then I realized we really aren't friends anymore. She has her life in Savannah and I have my life here in Statesboro. I have made numerous attempts to stay in touch but she would not once return my calls so I simply gave up.
Now I worry about history repeating itself with some of my other friends. I really love all my friends, but it feels like I may have inadvertently upset or offended some of them somehow. I don't know how to feel about this situation. I just feel lost for the first time in a long while. I know people have lives, jobs, and school etc...I know all of those things take priority. I guess I am just paranoid because of my ex-best friend from hs. It really has shaken my confidence in myself as a friend.
I just wonder how I could change things for the better sometimes.