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I know it seems like forever since I have made an update on lj . Things have been a emotional rollercoaster for me. I am crying a lot for my dad than I did last year. I think its true to say the 2nd year is worse than the 1st. Its something most do not understand unless they have gone through it. I now cry at things I never use to. I am Plus I do not get to spend as much time with Brian right now do to our schedules. in addition I am only riding once a week due to time issues. right now I am ok. I can actuallt go to movie night this month which will help.