5. My Condition Right Now Because of all of the above, I have inevitably had to apply for bankruptcy, and adjudication is going on for this. With the formalities of the bankruptcy going on, the finances and management of Home of Heart, Healing World and Toshi Office, which I had no idea of, have now become clear to me, I think. As for me, I am entrusting myself to the legal system of my country, and want to cooperate with them fully.
I feel that I have finally opened my eyes to many years of deceit.
Furthermore, the strain put upon me by the hard work of being unable to tell tell the truth, and of being pressured every day, has led to the pain piling and piling up in my body and mind, leading to my current sickness.
Everything I've written in my blog and everywhere else up to now, all the lies contrary to my own thoughts I have written against my will because of this work - I apologise to you all for them.
Of my forty-four years, this past two and a half months has seemed like the longest time of my life. I have been thinking about it for a while, and I know what is really precious to me. I have decided to make a fresh start of my life. I won't forget these thoughts, and although my life from now may be meagre, I want to live it without lies. To everyone who has helped and supported me up to now, thank you so very much. Please watch me become the TOSHI I will be from now on.
17/1/2010 TOSHI
Nasu is in the Tochigi Prefecture, not far north of Tokyo
YES. YES, I DID. XDD It got posted while I was in the middle of doing this. You have no idea the RAGE that ensued when I realised it was for nothing, let me tell you.
5. My Condition Right Now
Because of all of the above, I have inevitably had to apply for bankruptcy, and adjudication is going on for this.
With the formalities of the bankruptcy going on, the finances and management of Home of Heart, Healing World and Toshi Office, which I had no idea of, have now become clear to me, I think.
As for me, I am entrusting myself to the legal system of my country, and want to cooperate with them fully.
I feel that I have finally opened my eyes to many years of deceit.
Furthermore, the strain put upon me by the hard work of being unable to tell tell the truth, and of being pressured every day, has led to the pain piling and piling up in my body and mind, leading to my current sickness.
Everything I've written in my blog and everywhere else up to now, all the lies contrary to my own thoughts I have written against my will because of this work - I apologise to you all for them.
Of my forty-four years, this past two and a half months has seemed like the longest time of my life.
I have been thinking about it for a while, and I know what is really precious to me. I have decided to make a fresh start of my life.
I won't forget these thoughts, and although my life from now may be meagre, I want to live it without lies.
To everyone who has helped and supported me up to now, thank you so very much.
Please watch me become the TOSHI I will be from now on.
17/1/2010 TOSHI
Nasu is in the Tochigi Prefecture, not far north of Tokyo
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Aw, thank you. :3
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Feel better, okay?
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