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Hm... so just when I have the opportunity to go to bed early and not worry about the day to come, here I am.. wide awake and on the friggen computer. I don't even know why I'm still awake because I am so tired that I feel drunk.
I watched my concerto performance again, but it was recorded by a different person. I really need to stop doing this thing I do with my mouth. It's so unattractive.
My scalp hurts.
I really have nothing to talk about. Not sure why I'm not sleeping.
Hilary Swank is such a good actress. I don't know a lot about films and acting, but she just embodies the characters so well.
So I've been eating like a machine lately. Ugh. This never feels good.
One of my good friend's dad passed away a few weeks ago. I do'nt even know how to approach her anymore... which sucks because I really want to be there for her... except she has made it clear that she doesn't want any pity or for people to feel sorry for her. I can't help but feel sorry for her... I can't help but be more sensitive around her. I don't know. We haven't hung out in a while and it just doesn't feel right. I suck at placing myself in other people's shoes. I wish I could be a little more helpful but I just don't know how. I guess I lack social graces.
I want to go on a friggen shopping spree. I feel like buying stuff. RIght now. At this moment.
I need to clean my room. My mom calls it "The Holocaust". Yes... it is that bad... by her standards anyway.
I'm so sick of snow and the cold. I want spring to come... now! I want to walk outside wearing thin clothes, enjoying the warm breeze as my hair sways from left to right like the girls in hair commercials.
I watched my concerto performance again, but it was recorded by a different person. I really need to stop doing this thing I do with my mouth. It's so unattractive.
My scalp hurts.
I really have nothing to talk about. Not sure why I'm not sleeping.
Hilary Swank is such a good actress. I don't know a lot about films and acting, but she just embodies the characters so well.
So I've been eating like a machine lately. Ugh. This never feels good.
One of my good friend's dad passed away a few weeks ago. I do'nt even know how to approach her anymore... which sucks because I really want to be there for her... except she has made it clear that she doesn't want any pity or for people to feel sorry for her. I can't help but feel sorry for her... I can't help but be more sensitive around her. I don't know. We haven't hung out in a while and it just doesn't feel right. I suck at placing myself in other people's shoes. I wish I could be a little more helpful but I just don't know how. I guess I lack social graces.
I want to go on a friggen shopping spree. I feel like buying stuff. RIght now. At this moment.
I need to clean my room. My mom calls it "The Holocaust". Yes... it is that bad... by her standards anyway.
I'm so sick of snow and the cold. I want spring to come... now! I want to walk outside wearing thin clothes, enjoying the warm breeze as my hair sways from left to right like the girls in hair commercials.