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i think God loves me... because today is a fog day... which is just what i need.
so last night i pretty much passed out at 9:30
my mom woke me up at 10
and i practiced for 30 minutes then passed out again.
i feel sooo much better now.
i'm sooooooosososososoooo nervous right now.
i don't know why.....
i hope i hope i hope... i hope i communicate well.
i hope my hands don't get cold and clammy
that's the worst thing ever.
i want this to be the best performance.
every time i look at the clock,
it ticks faster and faster
whyyyyy is that?????
perhaps i AM nervous.
WHY?
i wasn't even nervous until dr.b started talking about nerves last night.
gotta go.
so last night i pretty much passed out at 9:30
my mom woke me up at 10
and i practiced for 30 minutes then passed out again.
i feel sooo much better now.
i'm sooooooosososososoooo nervous right now.
i don't know why.....
i hope i hope i hope... i hope i communicate well.
i hope my hands don't get cold and clammy
that's the worst thing ever.
i want this to be the best performance.
every time i look at the clock,
it ticks faster and faster
whyyyyy is that?????
perhaps i AM nervous.
WHY?
i wasn't even nervous until dr.b started talking about nerves last night.
gotta go.