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Yesterday was an odd day. Dad had a horrible day at his work, and Linda and he got into a huge argument. Oh well. It's funny, they fight a lot, but neither one will do anything about it.
It got me thinking about Jason. How one day I was fine with us, and the other I was not. All the good times were flashing before my minds eye, and I began to get sad. Nothing will come of it, and I don't want it to either, sometimes I just think about the times I was happy. I was happy almost completly until the last couple months. Thats a record for me.
relationships are confusing. I'll tell ya, I am not ready for that again.
I have to go to work in a little bit, don't want to go, but I must! Dad was supposed to wake me up to go do errands with him this morning, and he never did. that really pissed me off, and made me a little suspicious. Maybe they fought some more after I went to bed or something. who knows. it doesn't matter anyways.
My brother is going to boot camp! two of them! One of them is kind of like a big brother, mentor boot camp. Larry Wheelan is his sponsor, and it's for kids who are victims of domestic violence. the other is BOOT CAMP where they get them lost in the woods and make them find their way home and shit. boy is he gonna hate me when he finds out the boot camp idea was my idea.... I have a feeling he will not be too happy! oh well, serves him right for acting like a damn fool.
over all, I think I can survive this day.
It got me thinking about Jason. How one day I was fine with us, and the other I was not. All the good times were flashing before my minds eye, and I began to get sad. Nothing will come of it, and I don't want it to either, sometimes I just think about the times I was happy. I was happy almost completly until the last couple months. Thats a record for me.
relationships are confusing. I'll tell ya, I am not ready for that again.
I have to go to work in a little bit, don't want to go, but I must! Dad was supposed to wake me up to go do errands with him this morning, and he never did. that really pissed me off, and made me a little suspicious. Maybe they fought some more after I went to bed or something. who knows. it doesn't matter anyways.
My brother is going to boot camp! two of them! One of them is kind of like a big brother, mentor boot camp. Larry Wheelan is his sponsor, and it's for kids who are victims of domestic violence. the other is BOOT CAMP where they get them lost in the woods and make them find their way home and shit. boy is he gonna hate me when he finds out the boot camp idea was my idea.... I have a feeling he will not be too happy! oh well, serves him right for acting like a damn fool.
over all, I think I can survive this day.