Morbid Mood
Morbid, such an odd word. I mean, have you ever really thought about what it means. This is the way Justin described my last couple of entries. Honestly? I dont even remember writing them. Of course that is no surprize. I find myself doing and saying things thoughout the day I dont recall. Am I slowly losing my mind? Probably, who is to know. The last couple of nights have been the closest thing to paradise I will probably ever see, my family has stayed away, give me some space and just let me enjoy my own family. Me, Justin and Nat, its been wonderful.
I have decided to go back to my meetings Thrusday. I know its going to be hard, but I feel I have too. I cant let the last 3 years just slip by and undo all the good I did.
Well that is pretty much it. I'll update more later.
I have decided to go back to my meetings Thrusday. I know its going to be hard, but I feel I have too. I cant let the last 3 years just slip by and undo all the good I did.
Well that is pretty much it. I'll update more later.