drift...

Dec 29, 2005 23:57

In the last dream that I remember... I don't know when...
I was at the shop where I work... and there was an older woman at the register with me... she had stopped what she was doing because she thought she saw something by the door... something that I also saw...
It was a spirit... and it frightened her...
I told her that it was ok... but she was unconvinced....
so I chaced it... followed it out of the store...
and then I listened to the spirits around me tell her I had to bring something back to her to calm her... show her it was alright and bring her some peace...
I then took off into the night... all around town...
looking for something.... being led by spirits... not that I could see... just that I could feel...
Like being led around by the wind... and impulses... that I knew were outside forces speaking to me...
I spent much time looking all around... going to places I had been... and that I knew well.... as well as places I only knew by word of mouth...
Into homes...
like a shadow... no one really saw me....
'ninja'
almost like I was a spirit myself....
Then suddenly something began to chace me.... and I had to run...
I ran from this place... still looking... I ran in and out of different places... places I had lived before... as a child... other places I had been in my life...
Running away from this thing... comming for me...
then I came to a stop at a place I had lived at when I was a small child... three years old...
A house that I had lived in so long ago... and as I came to a stop there...I felt I had no options to continue... and I felt dispair...
Then a giant monarch butterfly came down and landed on the gate at the far end of the back yard that I was standing in...
it had a torn wing...
I knew that it was this that I should give to the woman... it was so soft... and I felt that it held magic...
I picked it up lightly and set it in a box....
then I made a grass celtic square cross and put it on the outside.... then I came back to town and to the shop and gave it to her... and she smiled.
weird...
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