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[arabianmilitia]

im sick, it sucks asshole big time.. my bones hurt, my eyes hurt, all i feel like doing is going home, i knew i would get sick here, but i forgot how much it just makes you wanna cry all the time.. i still havent found rad salon work, and its making me angry.. anyway, at least ive started work with anna at the corner, its pretty rad actually, i enjoyed it heaps, and its nice to have good company at work! all the girls are going to the globe party tomorrow, and i really want to go, but im sick so i know i really shouldnt.. its hard not to party when youre ice head though, and have a certain partner in crime called bonnie! she's the best thing that has happened to me in melbourne without a fucking doubt..

im not ready to go home, i know it sounds wierd, but its going to fuck me up too much, having jaz bone leave was hard enough, im kinda over being a cry baby at the moment, so im not sure when i'll be back in adelaide.. that said though i miss my nephew so bad, and i know he doesnt understand where i am which makes its worse.. my little baby.

man, i havent been on here in a long time. i need to clean the house today. i miss you lauren. i miss my dad. i miss jared. i miss katie. i miss pix. i miss jiss nz. i miss fi. i miss peter. i miss mr and mrs scorps. my throat hurts. i gave myself a haircut the other day. im lonely. im really liking the bravery and gyroscope at the moment. i really feel like a cigarette. emma is the bomb for looking after me better than anyone here could.

enough bull for now.