Seriously, it's like INSANELY beautiful. You can hear it
here.
And I transcribed the heartbreakingly beautiful lyrics. As much as I love all of her stuff, and I have my faves... with just about a handful of listens, this very well could be my favorite song ever by her. Her voice, the lyrics, the melody.... gah! It's GORGEOUS!
I HATE YOU, DON'T LEAVE ME
I hate you, don't leave me
I feel like I can't breathe
Just hold me
Don't touch me
And I want you to love me
But I need you to trust me
Stay with me
Set me free
But I can't back down
No, I can't deny
That I'm staying now cuz I can't decide
Confused and scared
I am terrified of you
I am in... I am in and out of my head
Don't listen to a single word I've said
Just hear me out before you run away
Cuz I can't take this pain
I hate you, don't leave me
I hate you, don't leave me
Cuz I love when you kiss me
I'm in pieces
You complete me
But I can't back down
No, I can't deny
That I'm staying now cuz I can't decide
Confused and scared
I am terrified of you
I am in... I am in and out of my head
Don't listen to a single word I've said
Just hear me out before you run away
Cuz I can't take this pain
Nooo
I'm addicted to the madness
I'm a daughter of the sadness
I've been here too many times before
Been abandoned and I'm scared now
I can't handle 'nother fallout
I am fragile
Just washed up on the shore
They forget me, don't see me
When they love me
They leave me
I am in... I am in and out of my head
Don't listen to a single word I've said
Just hear me out before you run away
Cuz I can't take this pain
No, I can't take this pain
I hate you, don't leave me
I hate you, please love me