*audio* ((Stricken text, in this case, is unheard and/or unsaid))
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I went on a bender.
For five hundred years, I did random wandering around. conquered and gave up a world. went insane. escaped the psych ward. Got upgrades....
Upgraded some of the stuff on the Delphinus by hand. The Powersuit too, hope you didn't want it back, Jhanny.
...Ironically, for the same reason Jhanny did. Because of Ash.
...I have my reasons for doing this. I needed.. I needed to clear my head. The worsening dreams didn't help at all, either. They're... part of the reason I left.
I thought something at Ravenloft was causing it. Evidently, if it /was/ at ravenloft, it was effecting me wherever I went.
It's.. doubtful my sanity's fully returned. I don't really know.
And an intresting thing I've learned. Exempting Ariel, all of my Pokemon, aside from level earnings from usages throughout, are, apperently as immortal as I am minus the vampireness of it all.
Ariel, however, aged. And as such, I had to keep her in her ball for a majority of the time.
...
I'm sorry, but... I had to do it. I just.
I just needed to. I was going to go fucking insane if I didn't do something.
Juni, I'm sorry for my stupidity, and accept this from the bottom of my heart. Even after all the time I was stupid, I've been kicking myself in the ass over what I did.
Ash, just.. Be happy with him. And I was serious on my last threat. He breaks your heart, I'm breaking him. I don't care what you say, you're still family to me.
Jhanny, ...I think I understand a few things a bit better now.
[electronic voice: Recording End: Elapsed time: Roughy ten or fifteen minutes of actual speech.]
I went on a bender.
For five hundred years, I did random wandering around. conquered and gave up a world. went insane. escaped the psych ward. Got upgrades....
Upgraded some of the stuff on the Delphinus by hand. The Powersuit too, hope you didn't want it back, Jhanny.
...Ironically, for the same reason Jhanny did. Because of Ash.
...I have my reasons for doing this. I needed.. I needed to clear my head. The worsening dreams didn't help at all, either. They're... part of the reason I left.
I thought something at Ravenloft was causing it. Evidently, if it /was/ at ravenloft, it was effecting me wherever I went.
It's.. doubtful my sanity's fully returned. I don't really know.
And an intresting thing I've learned. Exempting Ariel, all of my Pokemon, aside from level earnings from usages throughout, are, apperently as immortal as I am minus the vampireness of it all.
Ariel, however, aged. And as such, I had to keep her in her ball for a majority of the time.
...
I'm sorry, but... I had to do it. I just.
I just needed to. I was going to go fucking insane if I didn't do something.
Juni, I'm sorry for my stupidity, and accept this from the bottom of my heart. Even after all the time I was stupid, I've been kicking myself in the ass over what I did.
Ash, just.. Be happy with him. And I was serious on my last threat. He breaks your heart, I'm breaking him. I don't care what you say, you're still family to me.
Jhanny, ...I think I understand a few things a bit better now.
[electronic voice: Recording End: Elapsed time: Roughy ten or fifteen minutes of actual speech.]