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this entire entry is a personal pity party. if you don't wanna hear me mope then don't read it.
so yay for the olympics. watched the flying tomato win gold. i wish i had something i was really good at.
i'm back in brandon for a bit. stocked up at the base and visited with a few friends. tomorrow we're going as a fam to dinner. it'll be the first time i've spent more than five minutes with alli. but then again, she's never been one to show enthusiasm at my arrival. i dunno i figured one day things would change between us but no. sad really.
i don't have a valentine this year. i'm tired of not having a valentine.
i'm starting to hate life. i dunno why. that's why i came home to the fam. they're tried and true. that's your blood you know what i mean? i'm tired of fickle friendships. i need substance in my life and few have measured up.
so yay for the olympics. watched the flying tomato win gold. i wish i had something i was really good at.
i'm back in brandon for a bit. stocked up at the base and visited with a few friends. tomorrow we're going as a fam to dinner. it'll be the first time i've spent more than five minutes with alli. but then again, she's never been one to show enthusiasm at my arrival. i dunno i figured one day things would change between us but no. sad really.
i don't have a valentine this year. i'm tired of not having a valentine.
i'm starting to hate life. i dunno why. that's why i came home to the fam. they're tried and true. that's your blood you know what i mean? i'm tired of fickle friendships. i need substance in my life and few have measured up.