Aug 20, 2004 01:07
hi everybody. today was fun. I hung out with Maura. I tried calling Clare to see if she could go to the mall with us, but she got a cell phone. so I thought she wasn't home. But oops, she was. sorry Clare! next time, we barely had money anyways. when I got home, things got bad. really really bad. with this post, I don't want people feeling sorry for me, and it's not that kind of post saying I cut, I want to kill myself. it's just that life is so confusing. I need a way to express my anger 'cause I take it out on people. but I do stupid stuff. I just want to be a teenager and not be tied down with restrictions. I can't stand it. I need school to start, NOW! summer sucks some major cock.