by much nagging i return
i dont know why im returning to the lj world right now life is hectic and im stealing others internet to update so yeah. but im getting bugged that i dont update by my wife who also hardly updates albiet more than me. well im unemployed again but this time by my choice. a tip to everyone out there if you find a telemarketing job that pays well see if the let you sell the stuff or if they think they know everything if its the latter walk out then and there is will save you much stress and the money inst worth it. so now im spending much of my free time trying to pay rent. its funny how fast money disapears when you have bills. fourhundred here two hundred there another four hundred there and half a dozen fifties and im broke go figure and now its time to save for next month. well im still happy life is fun. reading my friends journals gives me some good laughs but thenagain so does my robin willams dvd but i have pleanty of laughs right now even thou now i fond myself soulsearching more than ever. i used to believe i was ready for anything and now i am faced against something that gives me more joy than ever but also more fear than ever.