Rut
I'm stuck. I'm between a rock and a hard place and I can't get out. Yesterday I went back to San Luis to move my things and felt like I was strangled by my dread of that place. One of my housemates is impossible...most of the aspects of her personality I can't stand. I don't even know why I'm still living with her. But I'm on a lease and have a job lined up already...I can't stay here, either, for reasons I can't even put my finger on. Every time I think about the upcoming school year I get depressed. I try to think of a way to better the situation...but I'm at a loss. Part of me wants to just get up and leave...but where would I go? I wish I could drown out my voice of reason and responsibility.