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[aquiescense]

its funny how things
roller coaster for me
the ups
aren't so high anymore
the downs
aren't so low anymore
in a year you won't
see my face around here anymore.
each day i wake, waiting
for it to end
each day exactly
as pointless
as the last.
I swear it will get better
when i get to college
my blessing has never been,
just another tool to isolate me
here
alone
I wish I could have come too,
experience twice as much
for me.