I'm starting to hate these dreams very much...
hey..
Well..i went to sleep earlier..and i had this dream..and its not scary..just real vivid and disturbing..
I actually started having all these dreams thursday night...and now its everytime i go to sleep..like, even if i take a thirty minute nap, i'll have these dreams..and in a lot of them im running from soemthing, but im not quite sure of what.
Like..the one i just had today, i was all hurrying to get to all my classes in school..and i was like if i run the day will gte over faster..but the more i ran, the slower the day went..and in the dream i was all telling myself to slow down and then the day will end faster...but i wouldnt listen to myself..it was soo weird..and vivid..like when i woke up..i felt like i had just got done running...
And the really bad part is...after these dreams..it feels liek i hvanet slept in days..i would most likely be better off not sleeping at all..
Its starting to scare me..like in the one i had at storms house it was by far the worst one..
See i think part of these dreams are a lot from my past..because a lot of them are about really bad memories whejn i was a kid..like in a lot of them its all about drugs..and all that..
because up untill i was..9 or so..thats all i remember..like i could tell you how to weigh and split a baggie of cocaine..strickly from memory.
But in these dreams..my parents are doing all these drugs and they have ppl over and they are just like dropping dead everywhere..just like they will take a line..and then die..and im all trying to keep my mom and dad from doing it, because all these ppl are dying form it..and they just ignore me and go ahead and do it..and so i run away to this island in a lake..and its starts to disolve away..and i cnat swim and my dad saves me and my mom gets really pissed at him for doing so..and she goes and wrecks a car..
They are really starting to get worse and i dont know what to do..i guess ill just stop sleeping..lol..
nikki
Well..i went to sleep earlier..and i had this dream..and its not scary..just real vivid and disturbing..
I actually started having all these dreams thursday night...and now its everytime i go to sleep..like, even if i take a thirty minute nap, i'll have these dreams..and in a lot of them im running from soemthing, but im not quite sure of what.
Like..the one i just had today, i was all hurrying to get to all my classes in school..and i was like if i run the day will gte over faster..but the more i ran, the slower the day went..and in the dream i was all telling myself to slow down and then the day will end faster...but i wouldnt listen to myself..it was soo weird..and vivid..like when i woke up..i felt like i had just got done running...
And the really bad part is...after these dreams..it feels liek i hvanet slept in days..i would most likely be better off not sleeping at all..
Its starting to scare me..like in the one i had at storms house it was by far the worst one..
See i think part of these dreams are a lot from my past..because a lot of them are about really bad memories whejn i was a kid..like in a lot of them its all about drugs..and all that..
because up untill i was..9 or so..thats all i remember..like i could tell you how to weigh and split a baggie of cocaine..strickly from memory.
But in these dreams..my parents are doing all these drugs and they have ppl over and they are just like dropping dead everywhere..just like they will take a line..and then die..and im all trying to keep my mom and dad from doing it, because all these ppl are dying form it..and they just ignore me and go ahead and do it..and so i run away to this island in a lake..and its starts to disolve away..and i cnat swim and my dad saves me and my mom gets really pissed at him for doing so..and she goes and wrecks a car..
They are really starting to get worse and i dont know what to do..i guess ill just stop sleeping..lol..
nikki