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In the last few months, I had been alarmed at how low my sex drive had been. To any of you that talk to me on a regular basis, you know I am fairly open about sex and it's extremely important to me to have satisfying sex in any relationship. This weekend, my hormones, like, exploded. I don't know where, when and how this came about but they are back with a vengeance Though, I do suspect a correlation with my recent frequent gym-going and testosterone production. Filthy, filthy thoughts occupy my mind basically all day. It's distracting and I feel like a dude. Needless to say, Mack loves it too much. However, I've kind of noticed we are in somewhat or a rut lately within our sex life. We decided to plan a trip to Good for Her or Come as You Are(I've heard good things about both shops)downtown this saturday and I am pretty stoked. The world of the sex shop is one that I feel scandalous and giggly in at the moment and I'm hoping after saturday I feel a little less squeemish.
I over heard two girls about my age having a conversation about masturbating today in passing at the gym. To summarize, one of the girls was talking about another mutual friend who she knew masturbated regularly and both of the girls seemed to find this absolutely disgusting. Maybe I'm wrong here but c'mon, every girl has done it and does it at least once a while whether or not they allow themselves to admit it. It kind of saddens me how closed a lot of young women are about sex and I know some people will find this entry uncomfortable for that reason or simply for the fact that they know me TOO well/not well enough but as you now know, sex has sort of been consuming a large part of my brain lately and it was kinda nice to write this down.
I over heard two girls about my age having a conversation about masturbating today in passing at the gym. To summarize, one of the girls was talking about another mutual friend who she knew masturbated regularly and both of the girls seemed to find this absolutely disgusting. Maybe I'm wrong here but c'mon, every girl has done it and does it at least once a while whether or not they allow themselves to admit it. It kind of saddens me how closed a lot of young women are about sex and I know some people will find this entry uncomfortable for that reason or simply for the fact that they know me TOO well/not well enough but as you now know, sex has sort of been consuming a large part of my brain lately and it was kinda nice to write this down.