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Ok, now the reality's setting in. And I'm feeling totally heartbroken. Anytime I ever like someone, I can't get them. They have boyfriends, or they move, or they just plain aren't interested. I did everything I was supposed to. Everyone told me if I'd stop being so damn shy, and if I just hung out with people, and if I was just me, I'd get a boyfriend. Which is revealed to be bullshit. I tried really hard. I was social. I hung out with Shaun as much as I could. And I really thought it was working. I feel really unattractive right now.