Silly little Aquas and our complicated love lives.
Reading the post about this is the time for Aqua's to find love I'm wondering if this era will finally make things come into perspective with my relationship with the Sag.Our relationship is so damn weird. He calls me every day a few times a day and apologizes for times he does not call. He wakes me up every morning at 8:15 and talks to me before he goes to work and he calls me the moment he starts his break. We started having sex. I lost my virginity to him. He refused to sleep with me 9 months prior to because he didn't want to hurt me. I just don't get it. I don't get us. He acts like we are in a relationship and yet we are not. He cares about me but I know he is basically a narcissist.
The funny part about all this is that 2 psychics claim this man is my husband. Story time.
I went to a psychic in September of last year. She had told me that the man i was in love with ( my best friend) is back and forth in my life and he cares about me but he cannot commit to me..but that would be okay because my HUSBAND was on his way in 4 months. And then she said to me " something happens in 4 months what is it?" and i looked at her like " what?" I didnt know.
What she said about my best friend is true. She was right.
Anyway little did I know that my sag ( who found me on facebook oddly enough) would come home from college in 4 months for break. We kissed. Everything was magical lol. He goes back to college ( which is in new york city..i live on long island) and i would take the train and sneak into the city to spend time with him. Eventually things got weird because we were honest with each other about soem stuff.. He was still into his ex. I was in love with my best friend. Which made things complicated so we said we would see what happens over the summer..but everything continued like normal except no making out lol.
He came home and a few weeks later. We hooked up which lead to..sex. He was so cute the entire time. Are you sure?! Are you okay!? And he kissed me pretty passionately actually. It was very nice and very comfortable. Anyway things have become like idk..weird. We did have sex again after that. But I'm not sure where he thinks this relationship is going. We are very close..and he acts like I am his girlfriend kind of..but he makes no intention of being like " well i like you" or anything...and when I said he is a narcissist i mean it..hes basically a true one.
But back to the second psychic. Memorial day my best friend ( the one I was in love with) took me to a psychic with him. He paid for it. The woman did my cards and sat there thinking a while. She looked troubled. She said " You have a forever man and he is your soulmate..however there will be a lot of struggle within your relationship" and I said " oh okay..when will I meet him?" and she said " He is in your life right now according to the cards" and i said " oh i think i know who he is" and laughed.
Do you think it is possible they are right? He is 22. I'm 19. Only I could love a man like him I'm sure. Love the unloved seems to be my moto every time. I have such a desire to fill his heart with love its ridiculous. Maybe thats why I could potentially marry him. Well hey if they are right I must've done something right.
So I guess what I'm asking for is your opinion on the matter. What do you think my fellow aquas?
Oh btw:
Astrologyzone, great site, says our true love sector is in full swing July 11-August 25th.
Here's a link for those who are curious :] http://astrologyzone.com/forecasts/monthly/aquarius_full.php
The funny part about all this is that 2 psychics claim this man is my husband. Story time.
I went to a psychic in September of last year. She had told me that the man i was in love with ( my best friend) is back and forth in my life and he cares about me but he cannot commit to me..but that would be okay because my HUSBAND was on his way in 4 months. And then she said to me " something happens in 4 months what is it?" and i looked at her like " what?" I didnt know.
What she said about my best friend is true. She was right.
Anyway little did I know that my sag ( who found me on facebook oddly enough) would come home from college in 4 months for break. We kissed. Everything was magical lol. He goes back to college ( which is in new york city..i live on long island) and i would take the train and sneak into the city to spend time with him. Eventually things got weird because we were honest with each other about soem stuff.. He was still into his ex. I was in love with my best friend. Which made things complicated so we said we would see what happens over the summer..but everything continued like normal except no making out lol.
He came home and a few weeks later. We hooked up which lead to..sex. He was so cute the entire time. Are you sure?! Are you okay!? And he kissed me pretty passionately actually. It was very nice and very comfortable. Anyway things have become like idk..weird. We did have sex again after that. But I'm not sure where he thinks this relationship is going. We are very close..and he acts like I am his girlfriend kind of..but he makes no intention of being like " well i like you" or anything...and when I said he is a narcissist i mean it..hes basically a true one.
But back to the second psychic. Memorial day my best friend ( the one I was in love with) took me to a psychic with him. He paid for it. The woman did my cards and sat there thinking a while. She looked troubled. She said " You have a forever man and he is your soulmate..however there will be a lot of struggle within your relationship" and I said " oh okay..when will I meet him?" and she said " He is in your life right now according to the cards" and i said " oh i think i know who he is" and laughed.
Do you think it is possible they are right? He is 22. I'm 19. Only I could love a man like him I'm sure. Love the unloved seems to be my moto every time. I have such a desire to fill his heart with love its ridiculous. Maybe thats why I could potentially marry him. Well hey if they are right I must've done something right.
So I guess what I'm asking for is your opinion on the matter. What do you think my fellow aquas?
Oh btw:
Astrologyzone, great site, says our true love sector is in full swing July 11-August 25th.
Here's a link for those who are curious :] http://astrologyzone.com/forecasts/monthly/aquarius_full.php