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[aquamaiden]

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how do you say you're sorry when the words won't come out
how do you ask for help when you're afraid to shout
i can't imagine how i made you feel
all i know is my feelings were real
i just didn't know how to show you i care
i must apologize because it wasn't fair
you were all alone and i was wasn't there like you were for me
i didn't want to believe

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[delicatexflower]

Ooh. I love that!
Did you write that or is that a song?
It sounds familiar.
xxx
LOVELY PICTURE!
<3
;]

[aquamaiden]

epp--i wrote that lol, but i'm kinda embarrased now...i just thought about amber and stuff and it came out. i miss her. heh.

thanks, i found that picture like yeah--i must of taken it over a year ago and i cropped it to make an icon and everything but never actually did something cute to it so i could use it but thought it would go nicely with the poem

but thanks, it's nice to know i can still jumble words together and make them sound o kay.

[delicatexflower]

hahah,
ooh my mistake!
;x
sorry!
But that's so awesome!
:]
It's very pretty!

Amber as in Decayed_Beauty?
I love her!
<3
I miss her tons. heh.

But that's a great picture.
I like finding old pics.
they are fun! heh.
<3

[aquamaiden]

no mistake :P lol
glad you liked it :)

yeahhh...*sigh* i hate screwing up and not realizing it till it's too late. let her know i said hi.

i liked it...i did a whole shoot because i had the image in my head and the 40 something pictures were worth taking because i found some i liked :) now i need to buy a photo image edit thingy and make it perdy

[delicatexflower]

I have a program. SO send some pictures over. I can make blends and stuff.

<3

I'm sorry about the amber thing?
I don't know much about it. But I'm here if you need to talk about it.
xoxo.

[aquamaiden]

OoOoOoOo! well i'll let you know which ones i want fixed up :)

well see, i don't know much about it either...that's the sad part. i just read her lj one day and she was talking about how wonderful this other girl was and i just didn't have the motivation to even ask her about it. i wrote the poem thing and then read they broke up?! i was just so busy with everything--moving is hard and i wasn't there. my bad, too late now...i messed up. blah, yeah...that's all i can say. i wanted so many times to call her but i don't have the fucking balls to do it.

[delicatexflower]

sounds good to me.

but epp!
I'm sorry about the whole Amber thing.
I think you should try and contact her.
Because it may give you a sense of relief talking about it to her.
I'm sorry that happened to you.
I'm sure she never meant to hurt you either.
Just take care of yourself.
I'm here on MSN ~~> delicate_flower_petals@hotmail.com
<3