Am I an idiot?

[aqualunar]

Everyone knows I love my ex...

and I'd wish he'd grow up!!

I didn't get one call last night from
the boy I like... no text or anything.

Even after I called him and sent him 3!!

So I was lonely.. and I gave into hanging out
with ryan... mistake? or what?

We talked well into the night laying in my bed
cuddled so closely. I miss those nights
when I could just get into bed everynight
next to a nice warm body.. relax and just fall
to sleep..

anyways.. there goes my 2 months of no sex.

I had an ok valentines day besides the fact my
fucking work is a piece of shit.
I got jipped on two pay days because they didn't
"realize" I was working 9-5.. so they just thought I
swiped for lunch and didn't pay me. hello??
I don't take lunch @ fucking 5pm!!!

Ehh.. and I still haven't gotten my papers for
my insurance which I am paying 80 fucking dollars
a week for.. and I mention it and people give me
attitude.. like hello I'm not paying 80 a week to
be shit on!! wtf!!

Other than that my new place is hot..
Isis is going to a million parties this week
V.I.P and I could careless right now about
having a romantic life... screw em' all!!

And now I'm off to work..

<3