Levels Are Rising
Ahhh this is soo overdue. Where shall i beging? Hold on, I need music.... Alrite, thank you Omarion's "Touch".
Halloween Weekend:
I was so happy for halloween weekend! It was gonna be great. I mean it sucks that my costume was costing 60 dollars...hence the reason y I was not a 20s gangster once again. I cant afford to throw that away on one day. So I was kinda clueless on wat to do about that. But on a brigher note, I went to my first FSA meeting...finally. It was fun times. Halloween theme. So they told old scary stories from the philippines. It was even more fun acting them out!! Yeah duendas??!! (I dont know how to write in Tagalog) haha. Yeah but I got to meet most of the freshmen. They seem like a fun bunch. What happened to the crazy sophomores who are now juniors? We seem so lifeless. '07 needs to represent again. But yeah fun times at the meeting. I forgot how much i liked those crazy kids. Oh yeah i had a chance to try Halo. I think in tagolog it means mixed together...or maybe i made that up. But yeah its a dessert dish with shaved ice, condensed milk, ice cream, corn, beans, fruit, and basically anything else u wanna put in it. It tasted ok but i got a stomach ate after i ate it. haha.
Nat came to visit for the weekend!! Fun times. Yeah that was cool. So after the meeting, i ran over to South Station to pick him up. When we got back we all changed into our costumes. I decided to go with a geek costume. Thanx Shereen and April for helping me come up with something. Nat was a referee. Oh man i loved the flag. That was my favorite part. Ricky was a burglar. They went to another party while i went to Pamie, Tiff, Maiko, and Karynn's place. Being dressed up as a dork, and being on
public transportation was not fun. But i made it. The party was sooooo much fun. I'm glad Christine came out. Everybody had cool costumes. My favorite was definitely Sonic the hedgehog by Christine N. It was good to see everybody. one of the highlights was definitely singing along with everybody to Spice Girls' "Wannabe", while Lenny played it on guitar.
Nat and Rick met up with me later to go to Becky's party. The party was ok, we basically only dropped in to say hi and show our faces.
Saturday was gay cuz i had to work. Luckily i got to get out early so i could go learn Tim's dance for Kamayan. I like it but i need more practice since i missed the first practice for it. I'm happy that Leslieeeee is my partner again!
After that me and Nat went to the Save Darfur show at CGS. Tristan and Unofficial Project performed as well as Vibes. Oh Vibes...oh Lala!!!
Saturday nite made me want to throw my phone into the Charles river. Everybody kept calling me. How did i have 68 calls in one day? Saturday night i was a scientist. The party was eh. I wasnt in a good mood really so i didnt enjoy it that much.
Sunday found me having anxiety attacks for FSA. I dont know the first thing about choreography let alone making it up. I dont know why Tiffany trusts me to make up half of the dance for "Hotline". I'm soooo incopetent. Practice ended up getting cancelled anyway.
This Week:
This week sucks. I suck at life! School is kickin my ass. Life is doin it too.
Why cant I just get grades here. Then maybe...THEN MAYBE, i'll be able have a career. So i had my advising meeting today. He basically told me to rethink my options. He said becoming a clinical psychologist was probably not gonna happen. Well then, there goes my future. I dont know whaat to do with my life. I did not endure the pains of BU, just so i can be a social worker. ahhhh
He did have a point tho cuz my grades do suck. Why did i have to fail Psych of personality? I like how everyone else who's a psych major has good grades except me. UGh...
I also like how I have anxiety attacks from FSA. I'm not supposed to. Fsa is my happy place. Well now i have to make up that stupid stupid dance which i dont even know where or how to begin. Tiffany is good cuz she's a dancer...deep down inside she knows she can do it, even tho she says she cant. I really just wanna quit.
Lets see wat else... oh yeah stats quiz is on Friday...gonna fail that shit too. Ugh. YYYYYY!!! I was up til 4:30 the other nite trying to do that homework and still didnt finish. I thought i finally finished the rest of it in class but when i handed it in, i realized i forgot to do a question. Good job Alex.
Jen is already better than me in guitar. She hasnt even been playing for a year yet. Goes to show how much i suck at life.
My COM 201 class is like hell! We have the worst professor. I love how we signed up for Anderson but the day before class started, they switched it on us. Not only was Anderson one of the best professors but My current professor, Voskeritchian, is THE worst! She doesnt give good grades. So because of her me and many others will not be able to take any more Communication classes cuz she'll refuse to give us the B that we need. Actually CGS kids only need a C+, so maybe i'll be the only one.
I think deep down inside, i'm holding in pent up tears of failure! But i'll hold it until i have a better reason to let it out.
Oh how my irritability levels are rising...
On a brighter note...haha...
-I love Degrassi. These new episodes make me happy when i watch them. Even though they are life altering episodes that are serious, i just love em!
-I get to go home soon!! I miss my mom and Lizz. Hopefully Kevin and Erika wont be that busy like they usually are when i'm there.
-Jim is working in warren again. Finally another guy! I needed something to balance out that weirdo Katie. She is soooo awkward. Its sad that she's gonna get fired. I feel for her...or atleast i try to.
-Ebay finally received my check, so my poster should be coming soon.
-Hail to me for going over 2 months without a female obsession. Girls are stupid! I dont need them to make me happy. I wish other ppl knew wat i meant. Happiness comes from within...and obviously i dont have that at the current moment as u have previously read...haha. but yeah.
Halloween Weekend:
I was so happy for halloween weekend! It was gonna be great. I mean it sucks that my costume was costing 60 dollars...hence the reason y I was not a 20s gangster once again. I cant afford to throw that away on one day. So I was kinda clueless on wat to do about that. But on a brigher note, I went to my first FSA meeting...finally. It was fun times. Halloween theme. So they told old scary stories from the philippines. It was even more fun acting them out!! Yeah duendas??!! (I dont know how to write in Tagalog) haha. Yeah but I got to meet most of the freshmen. They seem like a fun bunch. What happened to the crazy sophomores who are now juniors? We seem so lifeless. '07 needs to represent again. But yeah fun times at the meeting. I forgot how much i liked those crazy kids. Oh yeah i had a chance to try Halo. I think in tagolog it means mixed together...or maybe i made that up. But yeah its a dessert dish with shaved ice, condensed milk, ice cream, corn, beans, fruit, and basically anything else u wanna put in it. It tasted ok but i got a stomach ate after i ate it. haha.
Nat came to visit for the weekend!! Fun times. Yeah that was cool. So after the meeting, i ran over to South Station to pick him up. When we got back we all changed into our costumes. I decided to go with a geek costume. Thanx Shereen and April for helping me come up with something. Nat was a referee. Oh man i loved the flag. That was my favorite part. Ricky was a burglar. They went to another party while i went to Pamie, Tiff, Maiko, and Karynn's place. Being dressed up as a dork, and being on
public transportation was not fun. But i made it. The party was sooooo much fun. I'm glad Christine came out. Everybody had cool costumes. My favorite was definitely Sonic the hedgehog by Christine N. It was good to see everybody. one of the highlights was definitely singing along with everybody to Spice Girls' "Wannabe", while Lenny played it on guitar.
Nat and Rick met up with me later to go to Becky's party. The party was ok, we basically only dropped in to say hi and show our faces.
Saturday was gay cuz i had to work. Luckily i got to get out early so i could go learn Tim's dance for Kamayan. I like it but i need more practice since i missed the first practice for it. I'm happy that Leslieeeee is my partner again!
After that me and Nat went to the Save Darfur show at CGS. Tristan and Unofficial Project performed as well as Vibes. Oh Vibes...oh Lala!!!
Saturday nite made me want to throw my phone into the Charles river. Everybody kept calling me. How did i have 68 calls in one day? Saturday night i was a scientist. The party was eh. I wasnt in a good mood really so i didnt enjoy it that much.
Sunday found me having anxiety attacks for FSA. I dont know the first thing about choreography let alone making it up. I dont know why Tiffany trusts me to make up half of the dance for "Hotline". I'm soooo incopetent. Practice ended up getting cancelled anyway.
This Week:
This week sucks. I suck at life! School is kickin my ass. Life is doin it too.
Why cant I just get grades here. Then maybe...THEN MAYBE, i'll be able have a career. So i had my advising meeting today. He basically told me to rethink my options. He said becoming a clinical psychologist was probably not gonna happen. Well then, there goes my future. I dont know whaat to do with my life. I did not endure the pains of BU, just so i can be a social worker. ahhhh
He did have a point tho cuz my grades do suck. Why did i have to fail Psych of personality? I like how everyone else who's a psych major has good grades except me. UGh...
I also like how I have anxiety attacks from FSA. I'm not supposed to. Fsa is my happy place. Well now i have to make up that stupid stupid dance which i dont even know where or how to begin. Tiffany is good cuz she's a dancer...deep down inside she knows she can do it, even tho she says she cant. I really just wanna quit.
Lets see wat else... oh yeah stats quiz is on Friday...gonna fail that shit too. Ugh. YYYYYY!!! I was up til 4:30 the other nite trying to do that homework and still didnt finish. I thought i finally finished the rest of it in class but when i handed it in, i realized i forgot to do a question. Good job Alex.
Jen is already better than me in guitar. She hasnt even been playing for a year yet. Goes to show how much i suck at life.
My COM 201 class is like hell! We have the worst professor. I love how we signed up for Anderson but the day before class started, they switched it on us. Not only was Anderson one of the best professors but My current professor, Voskeritchian, is THE worst! She doesnt give good grades. So because of her me and many others will not be able to take any more Communication classes cuz she'll refuse to give us the B that we need. Actually CGS kids only need a C+, so maybe i'll be the only one.
I think deep down inside, i'm holding in pent up tears of failure! But i'll hold it until i have a better reason to let it out.
Oh how my irritability levels are rising...
On a brighter note...haha...
-I love Degrassi. These new episodes make me happy when i watch them. Even though they are life altering episodes that are serious, i just love em!
-I get to go home soon!! I miss my mom and Lizz. Hopefully Kevin and Erika wont be that busy like they usually are when i'm there.
-Jim is working in warren again. Finally another guy! I needed something to balance out that weirdo Katie. She is soooo awkward. Its sad that she's gonna get fired. I feel for her...or atleast i try to.
-Ebay finally received my check, so my poster should be coming soon.
-Hail to me for going over 2 months without a female obsession. Girls are stupid! I dont need them to make me happy. I wish other ppl knew wat i meant. Happiness comes from within...and obviously i dont have that at the current moment as u have previously read...haha. but yeah.