There she goes again with fish-nets on, and dreadlocks in her hair...

Feb 02, 2005 21:04

She broke my heart, I want to be sedated.

All I wanted was to see her nakeeed!

Despite how frightened I was, the interview went smoothly.

So, if you’ve made it, just be glad you did and stay there. If you ever feel loved or needed, remember that you’re one of the lucky ones; and if it’s over, just remember what I told you. It was bound to ( Read more... )

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aqualentusfusco February 5 2005, 13:13:55 UTC
Oh dear. I wish I had been awake for you! Now I regret my traz., but how is one to know when they could be of help?

Canada is far away. I don't believe in IM. I don't know how much help I could have been anyway. E-mail me next time, and we'll work something out. sumpulchradea@hotmail.com perhaps I'll be up to offer some company. I know how lonely the nights are. When insomnia first takes hold, it's seems almost like a power, like we're not so mortal- we don't require sleep, not the way the others do. We can experience more, we can get more done (never really happened for me), ect. But then, like 3 hours later, it just sucks. You're cold and heavy limbed and shaky. Your thoughts are muddled and cluttered, things don't make any sense, or perhaps too much sense. Reality slips away. It's kind of like taking drugs or fasting for a really long time. I've only done that for 8 days though, so who knows.

"What is one supposed to do when it's 4:30am and the city is asleep but oneself?"

This is why I want to live in a city. You can wander the streets at night and run into other insomniacs, often the sleep deprived have the strangest thoughts. They have the potential to say astounding//deep//amusing things, although most of it is rubbish. However, I think it's worth it, waiting for them to say something of use to you.

Oh silly girl, don't expect to see my name anywhere, I procrastinate so much. Although, I am working on a "project" what should be pretty cool. I'll post about it later.

I WILL ABSOLUTELY INVITE YOU TO THE WEDDING!!!

I have some advice... Go out and buy one of Isabel Allende's books, she writes beautifully (plus, lots of sex- ow ow), read it when you can't sleep and the computer hurts your eyes (I know you you know the feeling.) and tell me what you think. I have only read one of her books and am interested in the others. Have you read White Oleander? I like that book too. It's "younger," I suppose, but it is well written as well. I loved it.

Take care lovely!!!

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skitch2488 February 6 2005, 22:44:43 UTC
Younger? I'm appalled. I don't think White Oleander is a younger book. It's a book that happened to a younger girl but the important parts are ageless. Allende just has that unique Hispanic blend of fantasy, reality, sex, and lies that is like dopamine. Be proud you come from that, it's beautiful.

Where is this said wedding and do I merit an invitation? You better say yes...

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