Tear-stained eyes can make me feel so sad, and once again we're further away from what we never had
I miss my best friend. She makes me smile... Jamie proposed?! Speechless... Although, at the time, I did compose most of her text messages. Haha. He is so beautiful, but also the manifestation of some crazy shakespearean love-tragedy. Go look him up, he won some surfing contest in Pismo Beach. He is easily the sexiest person I have ever seen. Better than Ryan Burk!!!
Jonathan makes me smile and cry and happy that people like him exist and sad that I am not part of his existence and annoyed that he dismisses me so easily and confused to why everyone is so much more appealing than me.
Don't lecture me about "doing something stupid," who said your opinion carried any weight. Furthermore, who are you to think that's I'd hurt myself over you? Nothing but an inconvenience.