Dec 07, 2005 10:33
It's Julie day again. I miss her.
In my mind she's all tangled up with Joey, it's so overwhelming. Sometimes I get disoriented and fall back into that day, those days. The times filled with the most extreme emotions.
I get sad, but I know I shouldn't. Why should I be feeling sorry for myself? What of the parents, and worse, the people that never had the pleasure of meeting them?
L'sigh.
I have so much stuff to do, I shouldn't be writig this, but it;s therapuetic, right Charlie?
love.
Maureen