Guys... can't live with them...
I'm watching Fever Pitch and it's extremely boring.
It makes me want to see Just Like Heaven even more.
Will you take me?
Anyway... I've been writing a lot lately and figured I'd type some of it out.
A work in progress:
Underneath Everything
I've got this mask. I try to cover it all.
Won't let them know me, so they don't see me fall.
Try to be like her. Blend into the crowd.
And I'll just keep silent, even though I should be laud.
Pull down this wall that I've had up too long.
You'll see what you thought you knew was all wrong.
You'll see another me, a completely different side.
If you look past this mask, and everything I try to hide.
You'll see someone who's not like her, someone special and unique.
A girl who looked so strong even when she was weak.
Underneath everything there's a voice longing to get out.
There's a girl who will sing and shout.
Underneath everything I'm simply myself.
Underneath everything I'm like everyone else.
We're looking for love in all the wrong places.
We've all got these masks covering our faces.
No one knows who's honest and true.
Maybe it's because we don't know what to do.
Hmmm... and I thought I would make one of these lists.
What I want in a guy:
Someone who...
- has a strong relationship with God
- I can pray with
- is honest with me
- I can have fun with
- won't want to have sex until we're married
- has respect for me
- isn't into drugs or drinking
- lifts me up in my faith/ I lift up in his faith
- can talk to me
- shares some of my interests
- is willing to go with me to youth group
- never brings down other people/ is kind to everyone
- doesn't take kissing lightly
- is always there for me
- shares his struggles with me
- is willing to listen to me
- loves me and I love him
- tells me I'm beautiful and means it
- never ignores me
- wants to be around me/ I want to be around
There's more... I just need to think of it.
I hope your Friday night was better than mine.
Night.