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wow maybe i need to update more often so that I don't have this huge update to do, lets see after being in Louisiana for about two months it wasn't working out, so my friend told me to come visit him in FL for a few weeks and during that time I could figure out a way to get back to Utah. So i gave my cat up and got on a bus and went to FL. it took 25 hours to get to FL and it really sucked. I got to FL and was just in amazement with how pretty it was here. After the two weeks of being in FL i didn't want to leave and neither did my friend (who by this time we had hooked up). So i found a temp job here in FL doing some stupid customer service till i could get some money to get a car. But during this whole process I was able to get enough money to have my cat shipped to me so that I could have her back, however I live with a bunch of slobs and inconsiderate people who leave the house a mess and have 4 dogs and 8 puppies in the house, and well one of the pit bulls doesn't like cats. so for two weeks now has sat at my bedroom door barking scratching and has once gotten into the room and attacked my cat. Well with all of this my boyfriend (Brian) and I decided it was time to find a place to move and well it looks like we finally found a place on Merrit Island. He and I are both very excited and can't wait to move at the first of June. Once we move then we can get a car and I can finally go find a job that I really want. Its very pretty out here and there is a lot to do. It seems like every day there is going to be something new and excited to look forward to, I really think things are looking up, although I know that you cant run away from problems or your past, I do feel that to a point you have to sort of say oh well the past is the past and its time to move on.
Something else that I think about sometimes is do you ever wonder maybe if you didn't have all the problems and bumps in the road would you end up where you ended up? Would you be as happy as you are where you ended up if you didn't know how hard things can be? Its something I know some people don't think about when everything is perfect to them and that everything is so well taken care. I start to think back about past friends that I may have lost touch with or something may have happened where we didn't talk anymore. I worry about people and even though I may not talk to them all the time or I may just give a hello every once and a while, you always hope that they know how much you care.
Something else that I think about sometimes is do you ever wonder maybe if you didn't have all the problems and bumps in the road would you end up where you ended up? Would you be as happy as you are where you ended up if you didn't know how hard things can be? Its something I know some people don't think about when everything is perfect to them and that everything is so well taken care. I start to think back about past friends that I may have lost touch with or something may have happened where we didn't talk anymore. I worry about people and even though I may not talk to them all the time or I may just give a hello every once and a while, you always hope that they know how much you care.