this is for everyone to see, and I WANT everyone to see...
my god...
i dont know why, but I was going through my LJ entries from August of '05...when the school year started...
It had things in there like...
My first day...
SCYO
Robert
Austin
Sarah's party
Choir
Homecomming preperations
friend's comments
...my birthday party...
and I thought...what am I going to want NEXT year for my birthday?
oh yea....that's right
I wany my sophomore year back....I can tell you RIGHT NOW that from that first day of being considered a "sophomore" to now...
those were the best times of my life...I grew so quickly mentally (and yes, a little physically) and my heart grew as well...
a little bit of me feels like I have taken advantage of just HOW great this year has been...I dont know why, but it feels like it, and I want nothing but to give it all back...and I dont know how...even if it means not getting my sophomore year back...
I haev met so many people and have become great friends with all of them...and I never want to lose that.
it's scary when you know that the people you find the most comfort in...the people who you spend more time with than your family are going to be gone in 2 and a half years...
I miss the times when this LiveJournal would bring me closer to SO MANY of my friends, and I wasn't afraid to be personal, then for some reason everyone flooded to Myspace, and it's good for keeping in touch, no doubt...
but do YOU know what's happening in that person's life PERSONALLY?
I wish....
I wish it could happen all over again.
I'm not "emo"...just sentimental, I guess...can you blame me, for having received all of the love and memories from all of YOU-the people reading this now?
I think not.
i dont know why, but I was going through my LJ entries from August of '05...when the school year started...
It had things in there like...
My first day...
SCYO
Robert
Austin
Sarah's party
Choir
Homecomming preperations
friend's comments
...my birthday party...
and I thought...what am I going to want NEXT year for my birthday?
oh yea....that's right
I wany my sophomore year back....I can tell you RIGHT NOW that from that first day of being considered a "sophomore" to now...
those were the best times of my life...I grew so quickly mentally (and yes, a little physically) and my heart grew as well...
a little bit of me feels like I have taken advantage of just HOW great this year has been...I dont know why, but it feels like it, and I want nothing but to give it all back...and I dont know how...even if it means not getting my sophomore year back...
I haev met so many people and have become great friends with all of them...and I never want to lose that.
it's scary when you know that the people you find the most comfort in...the people who you spend more time with than your family are going to be gone in 2 and a half years...
I miss the times when this LiveJournal would bring me closer to SO MANY of my friends, and I wasn't afraid to be personal, then for some reason everyone flooded to Myspace, and it's good for keeping in touch, no doubt...
but do YOU know what's happening in that person's life PERSONALLY?
I wish....
I wish it could happen all over again.
I'm not "emo"...just sentimental, I guess...can you blame me, for having received all of the love and memories from all of YOU-the people reading this now?
I think not.