tisk said my mum with her finger and a worried face
There's just something powerful about it. Maybe it's the fact that you know someone is looking at your explicit picture and pleasuring themselves while images of you run rampant in their minds or maybe it lies in the rebelness of it, the fact that you are showing yourself to others in ways that normal people don't get to see, the clothes removed, the way you first were presented reborn.
Tonight, using my newly bought digital camera I kinda explored the possiblity of taking some rather revealing pictures. I didn't really know what I was doing, just knew that one of my friends had a request that I was going to fulfill. I didn't know that while I was taking them I would soon be sending them to quite a few people on my buddy list. But when the time came I did. It struck guys right where they have least control, in their pants. The aspect that made me really excited was the fact that these guys that were enjoying my pictures where hot, normal guys, and thus the feeling of someone hot getting their fill of me really made me alert.
Am I wrong for taking these pictures? Most people do it, they just either never show anyone or they hide them for interesting coversation and bait in order for the person that they are talking to, to feel comfortable and expose themselves. Most people do it, I tried it, and the ruling for me isn't downgrading or the lost of respect but more pride driven, and open to new things. I liked the desireable power that came with it, the feeling that those looking at my pictures were getting excited over me, wanting me, and most importantly wanting to be with me. ::Sigh:: where has my morals gone for tonight.....
Things have really been interesting to say the least latley. I come home to like 20 different messages from people on myspace and xy. Usually that doesn't happen with me. And more suprisingly than that but they are actually hot guys. I'm interested in a couple of them right now which I guess is pushing me back into the dating game. Things have just been crazy social wise and I'm waiting for the burn out, the top off, where everything starts comming back down and I scramble through my cellphone address book for someone that is willing to hang out with me. Right now however I do not have that problem and maybe I should live it up while I have the chance.
I believe I start my training tomorrow for hiring coordinator at Best Buy. That should be an interesting position, and not only will it keep me off of the sales floor but it will have great substance on a resume. I kept listening to that song by Kevin Lyttle today on Rhapsody. I think it's called "Turn me on" Everyone should check it out, it's going to be the shit at the clubs soon, I can feel it.
Speaking of clubs I hope everything goes in the direction of Rage saturday night. There is latino guy with a cute face and awesome body that's going and from talking on the phone i'm interested in meeting him there. Well thats it for now I guess.
Tonight, using my newly bought digital camera I kinda explored the possiblity of taking some rather revealing pictures. I didn't really know what I was doing, just knew that one of my friends had a request that I was going to fulfill. I didn't know that while I was taking them I would soon be sending them to quite a few people on my buddy list. But when the time came I did. It struck guys right where they have least control, in their pants. The aspect that made me really excited was the fact that these guys that were enjoying my pictures where hot, normal guys, and thus the feeling of someone hot getting their fill of me really made me alert.
Am I wrong for taking these pictures? Most people do it, they just either never show anyone or they hide them for interesting coversation and bait in order for the person that they are talking to, to feel comfortable and expose themselves. Most people do it, I tried it, and the ruling for me isn't downgrading or the lost of respect but more pride driven, and open to new things. I liked the desireable power that came with it, the feeling that those looking at my pictures were getting excited over me, wanting me, and most importantly wanting to be with me. ::Sigh:: where has my morals gone for tonight.....
Things have really been interesting to say the least latley. I come home to like 20 different messages from people on myspace and xy. Usually that doesn't happen with me. And more suprisingly than that but they are actually hot guys. I'm interested in a couple of them right now which I guess is pushing me back into the dating game. Things have just been crazy social wise and I'm waiting for the burn out, the top off, where everything starts comming back down and I scramble through my cellphone address book for someone that is willing to hang out with me. Right now however I do not have that problem and maybe I should live it up while I have the chance.
I believe I start my training tomorrow for hiring coordinator at Best Buy. That should be an interesting position, and not only will it keep me off of the sales floor but it will have great substance on a resume. I kept listening to that song by Kevin Lyttle today on Rhapsody. I think it's called "Turn me on" Everyone should check it out, it's going to be the shit at the clubs soon, I can feel it.
Speaking of clubs I hope everything goes in the direction of Rage saturday night. There is latino guy with a cute face and awesome body that's going and from talking on the phone i'm interested in meeting him there. Well thats it for now I guess.