disapointment breaks glass
I cried a little tonight. I haven't cried in a long time but tonight it felt as if I had too. It wasn't exactly one thing but many things that have been creeping into my mind. Tonight I just felt alone, lost, searching for someone that I still have not seemed to be able to find, true love, commitment, happyiness. Something that I had been extremely excited about and was pushing me through the week kinda went the opposite direction that I had hoped today, and like always my imagination of being happy, planning events in my mind, trips to the movies, outings, and the such was poped by the very prick of reality. The tears will stop like they always do and someday I wont be lonley, and it will be all worth it, I hope.