Apr 29, 2008 19:11
I'm afarid.
For tomorrow night. For next year. For everything.
But for tomorrow night. Showcase.
I feel like i'm horrible. I hear myself saying the lines, and I just feel like I suck majorly. Like, people hate having to sit through my scene, but they have to because they want to see the people after me.
I don't know. Its weird.........
but I can't help it, now....
I'm sorry that I'm disappointing. I'm sorry that I wasn't the friend that you had hoped for. I'm sorry for everything that ever happened.
Knowing that....lets make things better. Better to where I don't hate getting up in the mornings. Better to where I can talk to you without wanting to cry.
I'm over fighting with you. I want to leave knowing that I didn't let everyone down.
I totally failed my bio "quiz" monday. 22%. wayyy to go erinnnn!
11 out of 59 questions, or something like that.
hi failure.
Speaking of failure....
scene today. I skipped SO much and just completely sucked.