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I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO MISS YOU THIS MUCH!!
i'm not supposed to miss anyone this much.
Dinner last night was just like old times.....and yet, no where close.
I feel like, when I leave, no one is going to remember me. I feel like i've lost everthing i've ever known.
Hair dye. I love it...but i feel like i'm already forgetting the people that were my life for two years, the person i used to be, and the memories we all have.
I loved that kid, and still do. And when I think about it, it feels like another "way to screw things up, erin" situation.
I used her as a replacement for someone I lost.
I miss him being around the house more than I realized.
In one weekend, everything changed.
I'm over it....
......aren't I?
i'm not supposed to miss anyone this much.
Dinner last night was just like old times.....and yet, no where close.
I feel like, when I leave, no one is going to remember me. I feel like i've lost everthing i've ever known.
Hair dye. I love it...but i feel like i'm already forgetting the people that were my life for two years, the person i used to be, and the memories we all have.
I loved that kid, and still do. And when I think about it, it feels like another "way to screw things up, erin" situation.
I used her as a replacement for someone I lost.
I miss him being around the house more than I realized.
In one weekend, everything changed.
I'm over it....
......aren't I?