complicated
wow.
last night was a moment of truth for me and be close close close friend aaron.
i let him down when i told him that i drink.
and i'm really sorry.
i also found out something about him.
things are complicated now, and i'm trying really hard to not let that get to me. he is one of my closest friends, and he means soooo much to me. i can't explain it.
i would be lost and completely crushed if anything happened to our friendship or if it fell to pieces.
please pray for me and our situation.
aaron is a big part of my life, and i don't want to lose a single piece of him.
on another note.
joel is a bad bf. haha. he doesn't call me or make plans, i do all the work. but i was kind of expecting that.
i realized i lie to myself a lot. =[
i was so drunk this weekend, that i practically cut my finger off and didn't notice.
ha
wow...
last night was a moment of truth for me and be close close close friend aaron.
i let him down when i told him that i drink.
and i'm really sorry.
i also found out something about him.
things are complicated now, and i'm trying really hard to not let that get to me. he is one of my closest friends, and he means soooo much to me. i can't explain it.
i would be lost and completely crushed if anything happened to our friendship or if it fell to pieces.
please pray for me and our situation.
aaron is a big part of my life, and i don't want to lose a single piece of him.
on another note.
joel is a bad bf. haha. he doesn't call me or make plans, i do all the work. but i was kind of expecting that.
i realized i lie to myself a lot. =[
i was so drunk this weekend, that i practically cut my finger off and didn't notice.
ha
wow...