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I'm very excited to be doing my baking course finally. I look forward to the classes, but it's a bit bittersweet. It's intimidating. Not the class, or the work or the students... it's the time. Class starts at 6:30pm and ends around 10:30 then I have to travel home to get to bed right away. I'm worried it's going to be too much. But I also don't want to cut back on my hours. I need to pay off my visa expenses from taking this class. Then I need to save for a couple of summer courses.
I really hope I get a new job, but that seems very unlikely for many reasons. 1. The job market is pretty awful. 2. I have limited time to search for a job and make time for interviews. 3. My experience seems to get me no where.
This has all been very frustrating. And I'm pretty sure I've snapped at some people. And I'm afraid I probably will again. It's really hard to motivate myself to keep editing my resume and to keep applying after 2 months of practically nothing.
But I gotta do it.
I have to stay motivated.
I really hope I get a new job, but that seems very unlikely for many reasons. 1. The job market is pretty awful. 2. I have limited time to search for a job and make time for interviews. 3. My experience seems to get me no where.
This has all been very frustrating. And I'm pretty sure I've snapped at some people. And I'm afraid I probably will again. It's really hard to motivate myself to keep editing my resume and to keep applying after 2 months of practically nothing.
But I gotta do it.
I have to stay motivated.