The Entry Livejournal Didn't Want You To See!
Oh for fuck's sake. I was halfway through an entry and the cursor disappeared. I tried to copy-paste the text into MS Word to finish, but instead livejournal just decided to delete eveything. Bastard livejournal. Also my keyboard is slowly dying. But that's just making me more determined to finish; I WILL prevail! Over overwhelming odds! I will not deprive the internet of the right to collectively ignore posts about my sad little life!
I was supposed to be going out tonight with everyone from work, except Dan was looking after Shayla for the weekend and so he couldn't go, so in the end we all - well, i guess we'll go some other time. I hope we will. It was fun last time. Kind of. Well...I don't drink, and it sucks to be around people who are, but it wasn't that bad. I always feel a bit left out. That wasn't their fault, I realise the night wasn't all about me and I could have joined in a bit more and nobody was excluding me on purpose. But I don't like alcohol, and I hate dancing, and I hated that everyone had their cameras out all night because it is impossible to get a decent picture of me.
Lindsay and Bronwyn are meeting up for breakfast tomorrow before work, and they invited me. I do want to go, it's just that a.) i'm not convinced they really want me there, b.) it's sweet that they invited me, but I don't actually like cooked breakfast, and c.) Sunday is the one day left that I get to have a lie-in. Work doesn't start until eleven, so I don't need to be up until nine to get the 10.15 bus. They want to meet at Lloyd's at nine. That would mean - especially with Sunday buses - that i'd have to get up at normal time to be there. And if work doesn't start until eleven, I'm sure that nine is waaaaay too early to have breakfast. It won't take two hours!
Oh, another small problem is that I'm not 100% sure where Lloyd's actually is. I think I know where they mean, but..... and, linking back to that last entry, I know I'll worry myself stupid about it if I do go. What if nobody else turns up?? etc etc
But then if I don't go I'll be worried that they'll be insulted I didn't go. It's a catch-22 really.
I had written a load of other stuff about the Watchmen movie, but i've forgotten most of it. Only thing I remember was this: today I read a review of V for Vendetta where it's major complaint was that 'Hugo Weaving's face was hidden behind a stupid mask.' I may be paraphrasing a little, but still, missing the point much?
Oh my god i love the emoticon thingy for 'determined' mood. I may have to set that every time, just because.
I was supposed to be going out tonight with everyone from work, except Dan was looking after Shayla for the weekend and so he couldn't go, so in the end we all - well, i guess we'll go some other time. I hope we will. It was fun last time. Kind of. Well...I don't drink, and it sucks to be around people who are, but it wasn't that bad. I always feel a bit left out. That wasn't their fault, I realise the night wasn't all about me and I could have joined in a bit more and nobody was excluding me on purpose. But I don't like alcohol, and I hate dancing, and I hated that everyone had their cameras out all night because it is impossible to get a decent picture of me.
Lindsay and Bronwyn are meeting up for breakfast tomorrow before work, and they invited me. I do want to go, it's just that a.) i'm not convinced they really want me there, b.) it's sweet that they invited me, but I don't actually like cooked breakfast, and c.) Sunday is the one day left that I get to have a lie-in. Work doesn't start until eleven, so I don't need to be up until nine to get the 10.15 bus. They want to meet at Lloyd's at nine. That would mean - especially with Sunday buses - that i'd have to get up at normal time to be there. And if work doesn't start until eleven, I'm sure that nine is waaaaay too early to have breakfast. It won't take two hours!
Oh, another small problem is that I'm not 100% sure where Lloyd's actually is. I think I know where they mean, but..... and, linking back to that last entry, I know I'll worry myself stupid about it if I do go. What if nobody else turns up?? etc etc
But then if I don't go I'll be worried that they'll be insulted I didn't go. It's a catch-22 really.
I had written a load of other stuff about the Watchmen movie, but i've forgotten most of it. Only thing I remember was this: today I read a review of V for Vendetta where it's major complaint was that 'Hugo Weaving's face was hidden behind a stupid mask.' I may be paraphrasing a little, but still, missing the point much?
Oh my god i love the emoticon thingy for 'determined' mood. I may have to set that every time, just because.