yeah
i'm just happy. i feel good and for no real reason, which sounds like the best reason of all. i'm not stressed, not sad, but actually comfortable with my life and in my own skin. seriously, that's saying something. i mean, look at this. i can sit still and smile, that big cheeky dimply smile. every friend i have has me laughing my brains out. carstens, always splitting me in half. i'm meeting strangers and walking away as friends. i'm hugging people just because. i'm cracking jokes, telling stories, and all around glowing from the inside out. i love it, love everything. i love my friends, love the whole freaking world. i don't know where i'm going with all this, i guess i was just thinking that i write too much sad shit in this thing and that it's about time i went and talked about a good day or a state of mind that wasn't dark, wasn't morbid, and didn't make you want to curl into a ball. so here it is, a little ray of sunshine or a star that peers through the clouds. so if this is supposed to be a big collection of feelings, of emotions, or just a history of my life then here's a part that's too often missed. the good days, the smiles, and that warm feeling that covers you head to toe. sometimes, life's just not that hard. infact, sometimes it's pretty fucking fun.