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So it's not my fault I haven't updated, please know this lol
My computer has been a BIG bitch lately, I finally have the internet...somewhat working.
Anyways update:
Paul doesn't hate me, but he sure as hell isn't talking to me. I talked to him for the first time yesterday, I was going to apologize and everything and try to somewhat talk things out with him, but he brushed me off and was like "just leave me alone right now." So i have.
Me and Daniel haven't really talked too much. He called me for the first time in a couple of days on Wed., but i was drunk and kind of babbled on and said I would call him later. I'm not so sure I want to.
Work has been fun, a lot of fun. I love my new manager Rachel. We connect SO easily.
I will say that i had a not so wonderful couple of days, but everything starting to look up from here. I mean even if me and Paul never meat again, then it was obviously meant to be that way. I did all that I could do to make things better, but if Paul doesn't want to accept that, that is COMPLETLY his perogative and I have to understand that and just move on. Though I do still hope we could just patch this up.
My computer has been a BIG bitch lately, I finally have the internet...somewhat working.
Anyways update:
Paul doesn't hate me, but he sure as hell isn't talking to me. I talked to him for the first time yesterday, I was going to apologize and everything and try to somewhat talk things out with him, but he brushed me off and was like "just leave me alone right now." So i have.
Me and Daniel haven't really talked too much. He called me for the first time in a couple of days on Wed., but i was drunk and kind of babbled on and said I would call him later. I'm not so sure I want to.
Work has been fun, a lot of fun. I love my new manager Rachel. We connect SO easily.
I will say that i had a not so wonderful couple of days, but everything starting to look up from here. I mean even if me and Paul never meat again, then it was obviously meant to be that way. I did all that I could do to make things better, but if Paul doesn't want to accept that, that is COMPLETLY his perogative and I have to understand that and just move on. Though I do still hope we could just patch this up.