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Well, I basically went through all of Summer mooching off my parents, which, I'm quite proud of, hahaha. Nah, it's not like that, I tried to get a job, it just didn't happen. Should have one in two weeks though. So, Liz came back, hanging out with her brings back old times, but she's so damn busy all the time, bleh. Mother went down to GA a few times, I love it when she's gone, house all to myself. Lately though, no more crazy drunken parties. My friends all suck. Nah, I love em, that's why I won't leave this place, can't leave. I left all my friends once years ago, and I don't even remember feeling bad about it. I can't do that again, I won't.
But still, I realized that maybe my friends don't care as much as I do. People move, go away, and you never see them again. And they leave like I did so long ago, without feeling bad at all. Bleh, damn all you people that make my system not work. Why can't we all just care more?
Speaking of friends not being as good as I thought, a certain someone appearently went on a date with a certain other someone, which pisses me off to no end. You think you know someone, bleh.
You used to ride on the chrome horse with your diplomat
Who carried on his shoulder a Siamese cat
Ain't it hard when you discover that
He really wasn't where it's at
After he took from you everything he could steal.
Wonderful lyrics by Dylan that sadly explain how I feel about that friend right now.
So, don't really know where I'm headed, sorta just live in the present, the future doesn't seem to matter so much anymore. There's always the chance the future won't come anyway, so, for the present, I'll just care about the present. But the past still, and will probably always haunt me. Still haven't found that special someone. I thought I knew who that was, but I don't know now, women are so damn confusing.
Well, that's how I'll leave it for now, maybe next time I'll be in a better mood.
But still, I realized that maybe my friends don't care as much as I do. People move, go away, and you never see them again. And they leave like I did so long ago, without feeling bad at all. Bleh, damn all you people that make my system not work. Why can't we all just care more?
Speaking of friends not being as good as I thought, a certain someone appearently went on a date with a certain other someone, which pisses me off to no end. You think you know someone, bleh.
You used to ride on the chrome horse with your diplomat
Who carried on his shoulder a Siamese cat
Ain't it hard when you discover that
He really wasn't where it's at
After he took from you everything he could steal.
Wonderful lyrics by Dylan that sadly explain how I feel about that friend right now.
So, don't really know where I'm headed, sorta just live in the present, the future doesn't seem to matter so much anymore. There's always the chance the future won't come anyway, so, for the present, I'll just care about the present. But the past still, and will probably always haunt me. Still haven't found that special someone. I thought I knew who that was, but I don't know now, women are so damn confusing.
Well, that's how I'll leave it for now, maybe next time I'll be in a better mood.