the Valentines Day post
well, i made it through my very first single Valentines day and birthday weekend. it was interesting. definitely not as bad as i thought it was going to be. here are the events of yesterday:
i wore black, not really on purpose, but i told people it was on purpose. in choir, Dr. Hughes gave all of us little roses from his garden. very cute. i took the rest and gave them out to the secretaries in the office and the other music major girls in performance forum. and i gave on to hot bass player merlin. and he was happy. :)
i was going to go and see Phantom but i had too much homework. but then i ended up just working out and watching trading spouses anyway. sad times. the women's group on campus published this V day newsletter with a poll that i took. it was very cleverly written by me! so read it!
at the end of my day before i went to bed i was praying and i just felt that it would be fitting to pray for ex boyfriends. so i said a little prayer for each of them:
keith - i prayed mostly for his sincere real happiness. it sounds like he's really happy with this girl that he's seeing, and i'm really excited for him. i hope that the rest of his life is filled with the love and joy he deserves. and i'm not mad at him (just thought i'd throw that in)
brett- i prayed for his growth, his wisdom, and also for his happiness. he writes about jen in his lj a lot, and she sounds so perfect for him. Jayson told me she's like the girl version of him, so yay for them! i feel badly that i hurt him so much. and i know he needs me to be the bad guy right now, which is why i haven't called him. because i know how hard it is to try to get over someone who keeps calling you. but i hope that he's doing well, and i hope that he'll call me when he's ready. because i miss the sunshine that he brings to people when he talks to them.
daniel - i just talked to him on my birthday (its a tradition we have) and i prayed for his knowledge, and his dilligence. he is so passionate for learning, despite the many trials he's had to face. i am so so proud of him. he will always be my big brother and my very good friend.
miguel - i haven't talked to in about 3 years. i prayed for his maturity and that he is making responsible choices, and that he is being loved and cared for right now. i hope we see each other again sometime.
calvin - honestly, i hope that he's not in jail right now. i prayed for his happiness, and i prayed that God would lift the burdens in his life. i haven't talked to him in about 6 years so i don't know where he is right now, but i hope he is well.
sorry for that long drawn out thing. i want to document it so i can continue to pray for these boys in a consistent way. oh and finally, i prayed for my future someone. i prayed that he is really happy right now, and that he is dilligently seeking growth from God. and that God would hurry up already. just kidding. this is hard for me guys. but i'm so so so happy. i just got my paycheck, so i'm off to Costco to buy food!
i wore black, not really on purpose, but i told people it was on purpose. in choir, Dr. Hughes gave all of us little roses from his garden. very cute. i took the rest and gave them out to the secretaries in the office and the other music major girls in performance forum. and i gave on to hot bass player merlin. and he was happy. :)
i was going to go and see Phantom but i had too much homework. but then i ended up just working out and watching trading spouses anyway. sad times. the women's group on campus published this V day newsletter with a poll that i took. it was very cleverly written by me! so read it!
at the end of my day before i went to bed i was praying and i just felt that it would be fitting to pray for ex boyfriends. so i said a little prayer for each of them:
keith - i prayed mostly for his sincere real happiness. it sounds like he's really happy with this girl that he's seeing, and i'm really excited for him. i hope that the rest of his life is filled with the love and joy he deserves. and i'm not mad at him (just thought i'd throw that in)
brett- i prayed for his growth, his wisdom, and also for his happiness. he writes about jen in his lj a lot, and she sounds so perfect for him. Jayson told me she's like the girl version of him, so yay for them! i feel badly that i hurt him so much. and i know he needs me to be the bad guy right now, which is why i haven't called him. because i know how hard it is to try to get over someone who keeps calling you. but i hope that he's doing well, and i hope that he'll call me when he's ready. because i miss the sunshine that he brings to people when he talks to them.
daniel - i just talked to him on my birthday (its a tradition we have) and i prayed for his knowledge, and his dilligence. he is so passionate for learning, despite the many trials he's had to face. i am so so proud of him. he will always be my big brother and my very good friend.
miguel - i haven't talked to in about 3 years. i prayed for his maturity and that he is making responsible choices, and that he is being loved and cared for right now. i hope we see each other again sometime.
calvin - honestly, i hope that he's not in jail right now. i prayed for his happiness, and i prayed that God would lift the burdens in his life. i haven't talked to him in about 6 years so i don't know where he is right now, but i hope he is well.
sorry for that long drawn out thing. i want to document it so i can continue to pray for these boys in a consistent way. oh and finally, i prayed for my future someone. i prayed that he is really happy right now, and that he is dilligently seeking growth from God. and that God would hurry up already. just kidding. this is hard for me guys. but i'm so so so happy. i just got my paycheck, so i'm off to Costco to buy food!