Feb 01, 2005 13:13
so its the first day of February. its time to track my progress:
Beginning of January: 145 lbs.
Beginning of February: 132 lbs.
i ran 3 miles last night on the precor machine. this morning i only made it to 2.8, but i did make it to 30 minutes. i almost didn't make it to 30 minutes this morning, but then an eminem song came on my ipod and he helped me through the last 5 minutes. thanks slim shady!
funny moment of the day: (so far)
phone rings at 9 this morning. i try to answer as professionally as possible, seeing as i am still in bed.
me: hello?
man: hi, this is Ed from american psychics.com, is Ronnie there?
me: i'm sorry you have the wrong number
man: oh, sorry, thank you.
two minutes later....the phone rings again
me: hello?
man: hi, this is Ed from american psychics.com, is Ronnie there?
me: are you a psychic?
man: yes i am
me: then wouldn't you know that this is the wrong number?
man: oh well um, uh, lets see. is this (916) 220-4786?
me: yes
man: well then they must have given me the wrong number. i'm really sorry.
me: its ok, bye.
so, i guess ed is only psychic when it comes to whether or not ronnie's mate is cheating. sad times
its such a beautiful day outside, its perfect. i've been learning a lot lately. i'm just really greatful that God has given me this opportunity to learn how to care for myself. i've spent all of my teenage years caring for and fixing other people. now that i'm almost 20, and almost out of teenage years, i need to fix myself. it sucks sometimes, i'd rather be pouring all of this focus into someone else. but there are a lot of things i need to fix before i'm ready to be in a healthy lasting relationship. like my inability to confront, my inability to say no, and my weight (for my own self esteem). so maybe at the end of this month i will have an update on the rest of those things.
on another note, our bel canto t shirts come in today. i'm so excited! eep!