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"Never worked so hard to cement a failure...
still to come
the worst part and you know it
there is a numbness
in your heart and its growing.
every post your can hitch your faith on
is a pie in the sky
choc-full of lies
until we devise,
to make sinking stones fly."
Its my only job. This c.d. is my life. shit.
I just want to combust. Run until I explode, into a tiny million pieces and drift away. Its not that I want to die.
Ive found the most amazing thing. I dont want to go to Heaven, I dont like the idea of eternal happiness. I dont know what the hell is wrong with me. Of course I dont want damnation, I just dont want to be. What does that mean? Hell if I know, I never do.
still to come
the worst part and you know it
there is a numbness
in your heart and its growing.
every post your can hitch your faith on
is a pie in the sky
choc-full of lies
until we devise,
to make sinking stones fly."
Its my only job. This c.d. is my life. shit.
I just want to combust. Run until I explode, into a tiny million pieces and drift away. Its not that I want to die.
Ive found the most amazing thing. I dont want to go to Heaven, I dont like the idea of eternal happiness. I dont know what the hell is wrong with me. Of course I dont want damnation, I just dont want to be. What does that mean? Hell if I know, I never do.