Nov 20, 2007 08:57
i wake up to jes disassembling the shower.
i haven't showered since late sunday nite.
i didn't get much sleep.
worked 11 hours yesterday,
and gotta do it again today.
gotta work on my day off.
super tired.
i chickened out on asking vicki to be my girl.
loser.
wuss.
grow balls.
i hate the holidays.
either i work alot or barely.
can i cry?
just hold me.
3 weeks of celibacy to go.
i like her.
don't want to rush.
i love the way she touches.
whoa, this is deep.
i appreciate that she drives from dover (45 mins) to see me.
i'm gonna buy a "MOTHER OF ALL RED BULLS"
i had 3 yesterday.
16.9 oz of pure wings.