Craugh

Jun 20, 2004 20:52

I am filled with mixed emotion. I don't know how to feel. Tomorrow at 9, i will be out of the house and off to Rebecca's house, and from there, off to camp...omg.

this is what i have been waiting for, since my senior summer when i saw the tranformation eli made through this summer. the summer of a lifetime, they called it this past winter as we were ordered to close our eyes and be led to 'the area'. but it will officially start for me tomorrow and i can do nothing but craugh...i am excited beyond belief, i cannot express my feeings of joy through the mere words you are reading, but instead i have expressed it to anyone who i have come across in the past week with my RED cheeks, huge smile, giggling, and constant stare off into space with eventual lower lip-bitting. but still, i am leaving you all behind. i am going to miss you guys ssssoooo much. i don't think u understand. i have grown soo close to many of yo this yea,a nd i never in a million years thought it would be so hard to leave. i can't take this. i am ssooo fucking happy, yet soo fucking sad...and paul, please join me in my craugh...i need a friend to craugh with, and who more than u??

ok you guys have to fucking write me "before i pump your guts full of lead!"

Camp Alonim
CIT: Shanel Melamed
1101 peppertree lane
Brandeis, ca 93064

i am so excited i am gonna fucking barf....

Oh and to my lovely lovely lovely friend, i wish you the best of luck with your "middle eastern penised" graduate...aaaahhh, i love u all and will miss you.
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