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wow i havent updated this in a while, so now that i have the moment i think i'll bring you up to date on somethings. today i had a volleyball game and we actually won. mostly because we all worked really well together and kinda cuz the other team sucked the big one. Today my mom brought me to school because i had a relaly big bag that had my poster that i made for kara and 12 bags of candy and cards for my loverly teammates whom i love so very much. on the way home today after the volleyball game i was telling my mom how happy i was to be in highschool and hwo fun it is even tho it is soo busy. i love everything about highschool and all my classes are so fun excpet for 2nd period piano which is a complete snore fest. i always see my friends and i've also made alot of new friends. i love having classes with lots of different people, like people from different grades and stuff i think that is really neat. everyday after school i go to volleyball practice which i really love. i think i have finally tapped into a sport that i can truely commit to and be good at. i know that i have improved alot from all the practices we have. i really love all the girls on the team. they are all so great, we're all like sisters now. i used to imagine highscool like being in prison with no one to talk to and people expecting you to get somewhere you didnt know the location of in 3 minutes. but i know its quiet different. you get used to where you're going after about 2 or 3 days. if not then you are simply not paying attention.
im sitting here listening to this song that i have been listening to for the last hour or so. it is a kick ass song. everything about it rocks. even tho i dont know the lyrics i can just tell that the lyrics would be soo deep and awsome and knowing. the guitars are insane and the drumming is great. i wish i could do something as amazing and talented as drumming or playing the guitar. i know people who think they could learn how to drum in an hour but i wont be fooled cuz i cant even imagine me learning how to hold the sticks correctly in an hour. But it would be so cool to learn how to play something like either of those.
these days i've kinda learned who i am and who i can be. i could have never imagined me doing some of the things i do in volleyball. but i can. i think i have found out who i really am if you can understand that. many people have helped me figure that out and im so glad that i know who i can really trust and who are my friends. everyday i feel like im getting closer to my friends its just so great. but yea i've felt really different about everything lately. idk why and idk exactly what i feel different about but i do. its as if i've finished something really big but i dont know what that something is. that would make such a good song, infact i think i will write one. i wrote one today like in the last 45 minutes but i have no tune for it. thats tonis thing. she always makes a tune to all of her loverly pieces. but im more just interested in getting the words down before they slip away. so heres the little something i wrote today. Toni when you read this you absolutely must tell me what you think of it. others are quite welcome to also. yea so here it is....
This is for the Quiet Ones
Verse 1
I've listened to this story over and over
And it’s starting to take shape in my head
But there’s no room for revenge
Cause now I can’t even think of anything else
Clear my vision of this world
I can’t sink down to your low, it’s not fair
So you can continue conforming,
But I'm informing you that I no longer care
Chorus
You remind me of the hate I have [for your kind]
You make me want to be only myself [not like you at all]
I built my opinion up on itself [its towering above me]
So I’m finally letting you know how I feel [letting you know before I fall]
Here is my sentiment to you, my undivided view
Verse 2
You expect me to react to what you do
And you don’t know it, but I will
I will break out and beat you down with my voice
Saying everything I’ve ever wanted to but never could
You can’t persuade me out of it, cause now it’s my choice
My standing has been long ignored and I can’t take it anymore
I’m hearing your spiteful remarks about the others
A soul like yours should be locked away
Chorus
You remind me of the hate I have [for your kind]
You make me want to be only myself [not like you at all]
I built my opinion up on itself [its towering above me]
So I’m finally letting you know how I feel [letting you know before I fall]
Here is my sentiment to you, my undivided view
Verse 3
So eat my malicious words you social demon
You’re the reason why people come to school to kill
You’re why so many have died yet still walk alive
I could have sworn we were all freemen
But under your silent alliance, they are prisoners of “cool”
You take them up then you let them nose dive to humiliation
It’s like you live off tears and sorrow
Like you wouldn’t see tomorrow with out it
Chorus
You remind me of the hate I have [for your kind]
You make me want to be only myself [not like you at all]
I built my opinion up on itself [its towering above me]
So I’m finally letting you know how I feel [letting you know before I fall]
Here is my sentiment to you, my undivided view
Verse 4
This is my final encounter, I’m wearing you down
I don’t feel pity for you; I’m actually kind of glad
You were getting to so many people, making them drown
I’ve had this chance to free my soul
How lucky I am, to know you, you’ve helped me out
And now your part of the toll, I’ve out so many people now
It’s the end... It’s the end of the very beginning
Chorus
You remind me of the hate I have [for your kind]
You make me want to be only myself [not like you at all]
I built my opinion up on itself [its towering above me]
So I’m finally letting you know how I feel [letting you know before I fall]
Here is my sentiment to you, my undivided view
Cause this is for the quiet ones.
leave some comments. im really cold right now. im going to sleep in my comfy bed.
<<3 Carolyn
im sitting here listening to this song that i have been listening to for the last hour or so. it is a kick ass song. everything about it rocks. even tho i dont know the lyrics i can just tell that the lyrics would be soo deep and awsome and knowing. the guitars are insane and the drumming is great. i wish i could do something as amazing and talented as drumming or playing the guitar. i know people who think they could learn how to drum in an hour but i wont be fooled cuz i cant even imagine me learning how to hold the sticks correctly in an hour. But it would be so cool to learn how to play something like either of those.
these days i've kinda learned who i am and who i can be. i could have never imagined me doing some of the things i do in volleyball. but i can. i think i have found out who i really am if you can understand that. many people have helped me figure that out and im so glad that i know who i can really trust and who are my friends. everyday i feel like im getting closer to my friends its just so great. but yea i've felt really different about everything lately. idk why and idk exactly what i feel different about but i do. its as if i've finished something really big but i dont know what that something is. that would make such a good song, infact i think i will write one. i wrote one today like in the last 45 minutes but i have no tune for it. thats tonis thing. she always makes a tune to all of her loverly pieces. but im more just interested in getting the words down before they slip away. so heres the little something i wrote today. Toni when you read this you absolutely must tell me what you think of it. others are quite welcome to also. yea so here it is....
This is for the Quiet Ones
Verse 1
I've listened to this story over and over
And it’s starting to take shape in my head
But there’s no room for revenge
Cause now I can’t even think of anything else
Clear my vision of this world
I can’t sink down to your low, it’s not fair
So you can continue conforming,
But I'm informing you that I no longer care
Chorus
You remind me of the hate I have [for your kind]
You make me want to be only myself [not like you at all]
I built my opinion up on itself [its towering above me]
So I’m finally letting you know how I feel [letting you know before I fall]
Here is my sentiment to you, my undivided view
Verse 2
You expect me to react to what you do
And you don’t know it, but I will
I will break out and beat you down with my voice
Saying everything I’ve ever wanted to but never could
You can’t persuade me out of it, cause now it’s my choice
My standing has been long ignored and I can’t take it anymore
I’m hearing your spiteful remarks about the others
A soul like yours should be locked away
Chorus
You remind me of the hate I have [for your kind]
You make me want to be only myself [not like you at all]
I built my opinion up on itself [its towering above me]
So I’m finally letting you know how I feel [letting you know before I fall]
Here is my sentiment to you, my undivided view
Verse 3
So eat my malicious words you social demon
You’re the reason why people come to school to kill
You’re why so many have died yet still walk alive
I could have sworn we were all freemen
But under your silent alliance, they are prisoners of “cool”
You take them up then you let them nose dive to humiliation
It’s like you live off tears and sorrow
Like you wouldn’t see tomorrow with out it
Chorus
You remind me of the hate I have [for your kind]
You make me want to be only myself [not like you at all]
I built my opinion up on itself [its towering above me]
So I’m finally letting you know how I feel [letting you know before I fall]
Here is my sentiment to you, my undivided view
Verse 4
This is my final encounter, I’m wearing you down
I don’t feel pity for you; I’m actually kind of glad
You were getting to so many people, making them drown
I’ve had this chance to free my soul
How lucky I am, to know you, you’ve helped me out
And now your part of the toll, I’ve out so many people now
It’s the end... It’s the end of the very beginning
Chorus
You remind me of the hate I have [for your kind]
You make me want to be only myself [not like you at all]
I built my opinion up on itself [its towering above me]
So I’m finally letting you know how I feel [letting you know before I fall]
Here is my sentiment to you, my undivided view
Cause this is for the quiet ones.
leave some comments. im really cold right now. im going to sleep in my comfy bed.
<<3 Carolyn